Pammy's LJ

Shiiiiiiiiiit.

I AM A DEFENSIVE BEING.
I TEND TO BECOME ARGUMENTATIVE
Especially when I cannot get my message across.
Thus THE NEED TO BE MORE ARTICULATE
As I sometimes have difficulty explaining myself to people.
And end up being misunderstood.

Pointed out by my BC 123 [TV writing class] professor Ma'am Jane Vinculado.  


Bullied by Perci, Migs and Emil Tuesday aft.
Lakers. Tssssssssssk.
I don't care if the Spurs is just number two.
My loyalty still lies with San Antonio.
Go Parker! Go Ginobili! 
Hopefully they make it to the finals this time.

Luckily, Jobert wasn't there to make matters worse. :p


SELF CONTROL.
ALMOST survived it last Tuesday.
But I am TOO MUCH OF A WEAKLING RIGHT NOW.
Give me this one as I am stressed as evaaa.
I need a break, something to HELP ME UNWIND.
[alcohol optional]
Two words: WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME. =))

And no, I'm not talking about  drugs or alcohol.


[randomly mentioned stuff in our conversation a few nights ago]
yls: i guess povedans are the pinakamaarte
yls: sa tingin ng general population
yls: but that's only because we have a certain 'air'
pam: anong AIR yan
yls: i think
yls: it's because most of us are really confident
yls: frank
yls: and speaks really well
yls: in which they find intimidating
pam: and that already equates to being aloof?
pam: ganun?
yls: yeah
pam: bahala sila
yls: that's human nature
pam: sorry na magaling tayo mag english  >> thank you to everyone who thinks that but it isn't always true, yannoe. :p
pam: :))
yls: haha. oo
yls: but yun nga
yls: i think it's the ability to express ourselves well
yls: and (1) either the accent
pam: but i actually suck at that  >> my need to be more articulate in fact
yls: or (2) the loud voice
pam: i dont think i have a loud voice
pam: do i?
yls: haha
yls: no
pam: may accent ba tlaga ako?
yls: (1) ka lang
yls: yeah.
yls: may accent ka talaga
yls: super 'povedan'
...
yla.paras: well ako i noticed lang yours with IPIL
yla.paras: :))
pinksalpicao: :))
pinksalpicao: that infamous IPIL
[pbk goes to baguio inside joke]

And THIS ONE I still cannot understand. :l


Conclusion:
PAM IS A DEFEENSIVE BEING WITH AN "ACCENT".


...
And on one uneventful Wednesday...

YOU THINK IT'LL MAKE THINGS EASIER, BUT IT JUST MADE MATTERS MORE DIFFICULT...WORSE THAN THAT EVEN. :l


...
When do I get my time in the limelight?
When will I find my place under the sun?
My share of the cake or that cherry on my ice cream?
Before it melts...
Along with my hopes and dreams.


COUNTING THE DAYS TILL THE CALENDAR HITS LATE MARCH...
...
AND THEN IMMA BE INTERNING IN ORTIGAS. :D
...
RX or NU?
I still want NU. :l
[Perci agrees. Long live OPM indie rock!]


...
Raimund said he cannot give passes for my cousin.
Promoter is too strict about the event.
Dangnamit!
I was hoping I can watch the concert c/o Marasigan. :(


To the ICTUS bballers:
Have fun on your game tomorrow!
Thanks for the invite, Paulo. :) 
Unfortunately, I have a lunch at Forbes already set.

I AM A DEFENSIVE BEING.
I TEND TO BECOME ARGUMENTATIVE
Especially when I cannot get my message across.
Thus THE NEED TO BE MORE ARTICULATE
As I sometimes have difficulty explaining myself to people.
And end up being misunderstood.

Pointed out by my BC 123 [TV writing class] professor Ma'am Jane Vinculado.  


Bullied by Perci, Migs and Emil Tuesday aft.
Lakers. Tssssssssssk.
I don't care if the Spurs is just number two.
My loyalty still lies with San Antonio.
Go Parker! Go Ginobili! 
Hopefully they make it to the finals this time.

Luckily, Jobert wasn't there to make matters worse. :p


SELF CONTROL.
ALMOST survived it today.
But I am TOO MUCH OF A WEAKLING RIGHT NOW.
Give me this one as I am stressed as evaaa.
I need a break, something to HELP ME UNWIND.
[alcohol optional]
Two words: WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME. =))

And no, I'm not talking about  drugs or alcohol.


[randomly mentioned stuff in our conversation last night]
yls: i guess povedans are the pinakamaarte
yls: sa tingin ng general population
yls: but that's only because we have a certain 'air'
pam: anong AIR yan
yls: i think
yls: it's because most of us are really confident
yls: frank
yls: and speaks really well
yls: in which they find intimidating
pam: and that already equates to being aloof?
pam: ganun?
yls: yeah
pam: bahala sila
yls: that's human nature
pam: sorry na magaling tayo mag english  >> thank you to everyone who thinks that but it isn't always true, yannoe. :p
pam: :))
yls: haha. oo
yls: but yun nga
yls: i think it's the ability to express ourselves well
yls: and (1) either the accent
pam: but i actually suck at that  >> my need to be more articulate in fact
yls: or (2) the loud voice
pam: i dont think i have a loud voice
pam: do i?
yls: haha
yls: no
pam: may accent ba tlaga ako?
yls: (1) ka lang
yls: yeah.
yls: may accent ka talaga
yls: super 'povedan'
...
yla.paras: well ako i noticed lang yours with IPIL
yla.paras: :))
pinksalpicao: :))
pinksalpicao: that infamous IPIL
[pbk goes to baguio inside joke]

And THIS ONE I still cannot understand. :l


Conclusion:
PAM IS A DEFEENSIVE BEING WITH AN "ACCENT".


...
And on one uneventful Wednesday...

YOU THINK IT'LL MAKE THINGS EASIER, BUT IT JUST MADE MATTERS MORE DIFFICULT...WORSE THAN THAT EVEN. :l


...
When do I get my time in the limelight?
When will I find my place under the sun?
My share of the cake or that cherry on my ice cream?
Before it melts...
Along with my hopes and dreams.


COUNTING THE DAYS TILL THE CALENDAR HITS LATE MARCH...
...
AND THEN IMMA BE INTERNING IN ORTIGAS. :D

February 23 Monday
around 3AM
* bakit ganun un nagiging crush ko? laging may MALI SA KANILA.
[shall explain this in detail another time]
around 4AM
* one = five. shiiiiiiit. kilig! :)
[in the rain...gaaaaawd, I WANT THAT TOO.] :))
around 6PM
* reverse crunches w leg lifts is easier...alternate superman is diff. :l

February 24 Tuesday
around 12:30AM
* all or nothing. damn that.
[cos i really want it but...] :(


So does YM stats reflect the person's feeling/s at that v moment?
Is that enough basis to be able to tell what's going on the person's mind?
Or are these merely random statements the person wants to share w his contacts?
And maybe even the complete opposite of what the person is thinking about
As he wants to divert the attention and confuse the people who will bother enough to ask him about it.


To everyone who are wondering why I posted uber old pics...
[REMINISCING! Haha! La lang.]
Just made me miss hs and my days in Pov...
Simple days minus those nights of total jaded-ism...
Because THAT had to happen.
Nevertheless, I AM HAPPY IT DID.
Part of what makes THAT MY HS MEMS.
[no goodbyes, just see you laters.]

Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


10ten10
Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


9nine9
PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


8eight8
Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

7seven7
KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


6six6
UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


5five5
Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


4four4
Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


3three3
Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


2two2
Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


1one1
Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

cOsWeGoNbEcOoLiKeThAtö
*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)

May not have gotten my Christmas wish
But I got something EVEN BETTER. :D
I am so smitten *aNdIbLuSh*
I laugh at myself.

No, I havent lost my sanity [yet?]
I didnt even get drunk at any party these past nights
As rendezvousing w JC I havent done in a while
Because Id like to keep THAT SHOT/MEM in my head a little longer. ;)

Did my subconscious make me do what my conscious wouldnt let me? /:l
Maybe "Blink" will help me figure it out.
But Im still at Murakami's "After Dark"
When will we travel together...to Tokyo...Driftdriftdriftttttt. ;)
[Because I want the adrenaline rush of drag racing but will satisfy myself w the annual car stuffing event of Upsilon.]

On my tenth and FINAL DAY of the 10-day program
Wasnt as difficult as it were a few months back
Maybe because that one equates to five years
Or that I didnt have THIS KIND OF DISTRACTION? :p
[Sheeet! That is just WRONG.]

But as I end what seemed like eternity
I ask myself "So what?"
Did it even have a bit of an effect on me?
Or maybe tis just time to let go?

Because Aims told me something Ive always known
[which I was following a few months back.]
And I actually am enjoying the holidays this year
But every now and then I am reminded of THAT
Then I get frustrated all over again. :l

Nevertheless, tis over; Im done. :D
But then, WHERE ARE YOU?
Because TIS BEEN A WHILE
["Are you nuts? Youll always be my baby," Kuya Cuz said.]
And I miss having that feeling.

Disclaimer:
No, Im not emo. My thoughts are just whacked up...even worse than the political situation in our country at present.

Still wanna learn the dance to Chris Brown's "Forever".

I SMILE :)

Because I didnt feel [operative word] too awkward wearing a dress to our vintage party tonight...ö
Because I missed 38 San Fo, the couch, the projector, babuyan sessions and my lufffleeei Pov gurlies...Ü
Because I have a snowglobe from HK Disney from my Halfy...Ü
Because Megz and I got to chill---she hasnt changed one bit...Ü
[Imisscallingherjusttoscareheratnightö]
Because P is also a crazy Chris Tiu fan...ö
Because Pictionary just strengthened the fact I cannot draw...ö
[ButP's"cat'seyes"werethebestandtwasaGOODGAMEö]
...
Because Im on my seventh day of the 10-day program and doing pretty well. ;)
But Yls said twas meant to forget
On which case I cannot do.
[Id need more than strawberry margarita and tequila if so.]
Nevertheless,
THANK YOU. :D
THAT MADE MY night...erm, MORNING.
*andIBLUSH*

Still pretty alive at 3:48AM on the pc clock.
As we didnt drink, dance or even sing tonight. :(
But I must say "Hello" to Neverland soon
Because tomorrow is another hectic day
And THE SMILE STAYS AS I DREAM AWAY IN LALALAND. :)

Because tis mostly random thoughts inside this brain of mine but Pier One's strawberry margarita is good.Ü

The art of flirting is F-U-N. :p
*GASP*

My feet hurt. I heart my fushia heels though. :l

"Sweet Child of Mine" made my night at Emba Fly. :D
[Old school is forever love.]

Guns-n-Roses equates to childhood mems. :)

I miss drinking and dancing w my gurlies. I miss camwhoring at 5 Ipil. Whens our repeat of May4 inuman sesh? I promise not to sleep on the stairs anymore. ;)

ATC isnt really nice. I looked like a boy yday too. Tssssk! :l Thanks for laughing at me, Raf! But I still owe u one!

YEY! NIC GOT MY SNOW GLOBE ALREADY! :D
[MelufffshuuubigtimeHalfeeee!UretheBESTbutimstillBETTER.Har!]

Nic and I will backpack around the US in a few years. :)
But we can start w a trip to Macau so we can reminisce ur days in JTA sem. IMISSUBADLYBFF!

"Youve only been gone ten days but already Im wasting away." Im not emo; I just heart the Incubus song. ;)
Reminiscent of 2003? Heck no! That was sooooooo hs!

I need GJ tambs sesh w my BFF. Go home naaaaaaaa!ö


And one last note...

For a communication major, I suck at it.
Dang mediated communication! I cannot even say "Hi" in person. WHATTHEHECKRIGHT?ö
Hit me in the head. I need it more than Chesi does.

...and I said I wasnt drinking. :p

Because I think guys named Chris are hot (or at least these three)...Ü

Chris TIU :D
Need I say more?
Christopher John Alandy Dy Tiu. Graduated cumlaude w a degree in Management Engineering from A-D-M-U. Consistent dean's lister. Former SK Chair and now Councilor in Urda Vill. Why lotsa people started watching UAAP games. Pathetic but true. Oh yes, HE DID REMEMBER ME. [Should I even be proud of that?] So as long as Chris doesnt tell Tim [his cousin-slash-my friend] what I did, WERE GOOD. :p

[Si Kor nilaglag ako about liking Chris sa tita nya...who happens to be Chris' auntie. Thanks, Korina! Love talga kita! Haha!]

Chris BROWN :)
Maybe if the lighting at the dance scene in "Forever" was better, I will figure out how to do it too. NO, IM NOT A RACIST. :p I just dont get the logic behind that part. Nevertheless, I heart Chris Brown. Tis wonderful watching him busta move! Run it! With You! Wall to Wall too! :D

Chris PAUL ;)
Why I made this entry. Because HE IS ANNOYINGLY HOT ON THE COURT BUT I KNOW WHERE MY LOYALTY LIES...Spurs forever! [IheartyouParker!Ü] He made a record of having a steal in 106 consecutive games. Good job! :o
How old is this dude? He looks pretty young compared to most of the players in the NBA.

I wanna be paid for my hobby just like Chris Paul. *BOW*

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Short notes (not for any Chris though):

BFF Ü Have fun in HK! Remember my almond cookies and snow globe! Yey! And oh, tell Mickey and Minnie I miss them too! =)) <---Santas little helper has been working double shifts lately. Tis the Cmas season again! I miss these! :)) See u on the 29th! Daaaaaaaate ulit? :p

Gab Ü Best app! Will kidnap u again soon! Emba or Fiama? Or maybe Bureau? Bacardi 151 has been trying to get my attention for two weeks now. But definitely, no more Zesto for you! :))

Raf Ü I miss THAT Raf but okay, lets have that tryin'-be-a-nigga-Rafael instead. Boo wifi. Haha! :p

Seth Ü Thanks for answering THAT. Benta ka, Seth! Laugh trip un. Pero secret pa rin natin un. Ssshhh. ;)

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To my darlin POV GURLIES:
Annual Cmas party
December 27 Saturday 6pm onwards
38 San Fo Street, Barangay Kapitolyo, Pasig City
[Debuque residence]
Wear VINTAGE. Exchange gift worth P200.

If Miley Cyrus has seven things, I have ten.

One.
I AM NOT PARANOID. I JUST THINK A LOT.
[I tend to overanalyze too.]

Two.
The "What is your ideal guy"? talk with Yssa, KC, Jenny and Missy during our CLA ride. No, my standards are not too high. Three of guy friends have proven just that. ;)

Three.
Another uber sick weekend. Sleepless Saturday night. Seriously. Mustve been the Del Monte Fit 'n Right Four Seasons. Tsk.

Four.
I miss my hs friends, my Pov gurlies. I blame Chesi and 'te Helen for this. :(
*Dont worry if the popularity gets in your head, Chesi. PBK will always be here to hit you in the head after all. LuvChuGG!*
*Because we will always cheer for the Blue Eagles and Spurs win or lose, 'te Helen! To more notebook designs youll create and the Penguin Dance youll do.*

Five.
Happy I graduated from an all-girls' school because I xp-ed prom the tradtional way. This meant actually asking a guy out which I obviously was not used to. The xp was fun actually. It was a pretty good feeling being able to gather 'nuff courage to do that. :p Prom was a fun night for me because 1) I didnt have that "ilang" feeling anymore w my friend, 2) we stayed on the dancefloor until nature called and I smudged my make-up ["more margarita for my cute señorita"] and 3) we looked stupid in Sbux GB3. [Okay fine. That was MY fault!] And yes, were still good..erm, OLD friends. :)

Six.
I missed PBK even more. I blame Venni this time. He made me miss my hs kada smuch. I cannot explain why exactly I feel this but I sorta envy the relationship he and the Pisay boys have. [?] PBK have gotten tighter over the course of our college lives. I know this bond will strengthen even more because we are more open w one another now. BS sessions are not such a big deal anymore. We do hot seats all the time now. We have learned [though constantly in the process too] to accept each other for who we are, no matter how stubborn and childish we get. *So to PBK: TO THE MOON AND BACK, lufflies.Ü ALWAYS AND FOREVER. Baguio, inuman, sleepovers, gimik and party pics can never capture the true feeling we xp when were together.Ü IloveYOU.*

Seven.
Have fushia pink wedges from People are People I got for a steal! :) But I still need white boots to complete my Penelope Pitstop outfit for the 16th.

Eight.
I need a new aerobic workout routine I can do. I am bored as can be w the one I am doing. I havent lifted for days too. Bad Pammy, I know. :l

Nine.
I had smuch fun w the sportscasting prod I had yday. Though I havent seen my performance yet and I did not do as well as I wanted to, I nevertheless enjoyed every sec of it. To more fun prods under Ma'am Malou. :) [Suns lost to the Hornets yday too. Boo.]

Ten.
I need to go on the 10-DAY PROGRAM. PBK, does this still work? I think we have to make some updates already. It isnt as effective as it used to be. [To everyone who happens to read this: NO, THIS ISNT A DIET PROGRAM WHATSOEVER. In our world, theres only "babuyan sessions" w the BRU.]

I have a boat and tis smiling at me. ;)

"meHn"
Q: Whats w people and adding "h" to words or names? Tis so "jologs".
A: Un nga un eh, kaya mas fun. ;)
[Erm...Bahala ka sa buhay mo, dude. Nonetheless, I like the word. Imma try to use it.]

Will be in ABSCBN this aft. Singing Bee. Har. I know.
UPSILON Car Stuffing tonight! Hopefully I get back on time to feel like a sardine again.

"I hate mornings. I'd like it if it started later."
[Unfortunately, I do not remember who said this or where I read/heard this. But tis true except when at the beach. Im a nocturnal person...I think.]

Been sick for several days now.
[I blame Venni! Hehe. HUG!Ü]
But that did not stop me from partying w my gurlies last night.
Twas, after all, "stupid" Chrissie's 21st. :p
How can I pass up on that?

Best way to spend my Sat night...
Sharing great food and two choco fountains
[Strawberries on a stick w choco is the best!Ü]
With my PBK and hs batchmates
Under the moonlit night.

Talking about our hs mems...
And how college has been...
Gawd, were getting old...
NO, WE ARE OLD!ö

Smuch for my workout routine this week
[I will get back to it once I get better, PINKY PROMISE!Ü]
Or playing poker even. :(
Because tis been a while since I saw my gurlies
And I miss 'em oh-ssssmuch! :)

ÜHappy 21st to my darlin' stupid Chrissie!Ü

To the LAE-ers who took their exam this morning:
Yls.Dana.Gia.Madi.Anne.Wenky.Je.Raf.
Finally! Tis done, tis done! Congrats! Time to paaaaaaaaaartehhhhhhhhhhh! :D

Yls, you havent visited me yet! Imma be waiting. :)
Chrissie, text message when you plan to drop by. ;)

The door is still open...I think.

I just do not think I am ready to enter it...
Not today...
Or tomorrow...
Maybe not even ever?

...
Thank you for the experience.

I had fun. It was fruitful. :)

No regrets. Most def. ;)

To Chengy:
MelufffshuuuuuuBIGTIME! Thanks for the card. Technology maybe cool but snail mails are the sweetest still! I dont drink beer but I am willing to just so I can share it w you. ILOVEYOU!Ü
Btw, I havent played Wii since you left...Thats L-O-Y-A-L-T-Y, hun. Haha! Til we share another hotdogless hotdog...and CofeeBeat will be our drug along w Eggstacy! ;)

I am loving my organization more each day. ICTUS is one of the best parts of being in UPd. It has somehow become my security blanket over the past months. Not because it was once dominated [Well, sort of.] by former school mates, but because I found people I can see myself hanging out with even after college. Much like how it is with PBK, my high school clique.

Through our various activities and events, we not only share our time with the kids and scholars, helping them with their academics but we also impart who we are to them and to our fellow members.

In ICTUS, we share common goals in giving back something to the community by educating the kids. But that is not all there is to our group. We also make sure we have time to also enjoy ourselves, soon to be evident in the weekly dinner and drinking sessions Kor and I will push for. [Hahaha! You with me in this one, Korina?;)]

So everyone interested to join ICTUS, sign up now! We will be at the AS Walk waiting for you!

To the ALUMNI: Come visit us at the tambayan and participate in LIACOMM's PICTUS contest. Text message Rafael for further details (but do not bother him this week as he will be taking the LAE this Sunday along with Gia and Renee.).

Venni! Perci! Let us go on a "spontaneous" trip to Laguna or Tagaytay this December! After a drinking session! We can pretend to "kidnap" Trev like your plan for last Semender! Before you two go to Bora or Cebu! Okay?;)

my fam --- because according to KUYA MON, “THE BABY WILL ALWAYS BE A BABY” and imma always be kuya cuz’s baby too! :p

my loved ones: ‘te ang, tito richard, nanay, tita ibe, lola, lolo, ate amy, cam --- miss u all tons. ill see u when i get there. :)

my luffffleeeei PBK whom i terribly miss --- ALWAYS AND FOREVER, GURLIES. :) hs was wonderful because i spent it w u. quoting chrissie from a few years back, “TO THE MOON AND BACK!” :) until we have a repeat of that may 4 inuman sleepover at 5 ipil or another baguio trip w “the fag” and mr. mogu in all his yellow bitterness! :D

my BFF who keeps me sane every time i lose more than just slippers...because being STUCK has never been this fun and crazy. BETTER HALF than whole! ;) --- but i am no longer stuck and rather effinly happy ‘bout it...because...because...JUST CAUSE. :p only you can fully understand my mental, retarded moments and for that ahhlufffffshuuutons! :-x

my GFs --- who wouldve thought id actually have a kada in UPd? though i always saw myself going to the state u, i didnt think id find people whom id feel so at home w the minute i meet them...for our failed gimiks and sleepovers to actually seeing each other...hopefully soon ‘nuff. missyouallltons! :)

ictus for the opportunity to hang out and bond w people i heart while sharing myself w others through its various programs --- tambs is home [in upd] more than cmc, love my cla kids, for the weekly school sessions [missing my old school mates!], i can play pusoy dos or K-5-10 any time, second sem best apps are the best [right, jules?Ü], and SEMENDERS with the ENGLISH CLUB [ate ally IS part of this.Ü] and the adorable h2o-making scruffy monkeys [who also camwhored w my cam---ahhlufffit!] =))

my other kadas and closest friends: sbk/tagaytay crew, kfc, party kada, 6bgs --- for all the mems of spontaneous chill out nights [and dinners till 10pm in katips!], failed gimiks [including watching “ju-on” at 11am in galle---gagamama and gagamboy!], clubbin nights, sleepovers and what-nots! :) ... to aims, pieee, dink, faith, ins, ‘te helen, kit, ‘te ich, ‘te lex --- the best bi*tches in the world!!! :D i love you gurlies smuch! to the povedans: annual christmas party this dec! wait for further details about the location and all that! :)

the boys i heart: xvian batch mates [for our uaap mems, phonin’ days and 24/7 simbang gabi kwentos], ateneo shotis [esp ato---for our “1802” xp and the sweety who will take care of eight drunken gurls again this summer], KD [though you left without saying ‘good bye’ but youll forever be my cutie sweety kuyaaaaa---even if i cannot call u that in public] and the ictus boys a.k.a. SCRUFFY MONKEYS [as i shall document one of your dota sesh and maybe understand what the fuss is all about---OBF!---the best inuman buddies but im not competing w u.]. :p

*coughs* for proving to me that: 1) my standards are not so high after all and 2) CHIVALRY’S NOT DEAD! *blush*

that controversial name on the board back in senior year hs --- because “there was never a cockier boy” than Peter Pan. :p

ghihardelli milkshakes from cheesecake etc, macadamia nut from gj, godiva hazelnut coffee [the best ive tasted], jaffa cakes from marks and spencer, OJ mango shake...jc, abs kurant, teq rose, margarita, blueberry cruisers, ateneo drink [c/o jules], jello shots w my darlin’ pbk at 5 ipil...fit ‘n right pine orange and four seasons! --- because DRINKING IS LUFFFFFFFFF. :D

my childhood alma mater pov because i STILL CANNOT SAY “IPIL” PROPERLY (even after my baguio lessions w yls and ‘te p) and have yet to speak spanish fluently --- upd because i came out from my comfort zone and realized that THERES SMUCH IVE YET TO SEE AND XP. :)

round neck black and/or white shirts --- because besides that i heart wearing ‘em, if a guy can look effin H-O-T wearing just that and a pair of jeans or shorts, he will sizzle in anything...at least from what ive seen! ;) [i.e. david beckham in his photo shoot]

the ictus boys for answering this question: WHY DO U GUYS ‘HATE’ CHRIS TIU? --- according to the scruffy monkeys who were also intoxicated during our bonfire night by the beach, how can they not ‘hate’ him when hes “smart, gwapo, magaling sa basketball, mayaman...” [okay. u get the gist.] thank youuuuuuuuu guys!!! iheartchuallforansweringthatHONESTLY. obf! :D

i still talk and act like a boy sometimes :D because 1) i still do not get the fuss w make-up, 2) imma always be a jeans and shorts kinda-girl, 3) bball is still the best sport there is! --- obf! 2-peat! go spursssssss!ö until parker and ginobili are back! chris paul is soooooo good! lebron james is a ball hog but hes amazing! :D

because boybands rock, guns-n-roses/nirvana/metallica are still the greatest, nothing beats 90s music; i will learn to do freestyle rapping one day, AM A FRUSTRATED DANCER BUT IMMA GO DANCIN’ W U ANYTIME [to nana, my original partner --- and reg, till the next semender!], BECAUSE PARTY MUSIC GETS ME UP ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. ;)

for 2 and 5 who have that secret power TO MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIME :D because no one does it better than you two! ;)

for my workout routine that i am VERY MUCH PASSIONATE ABOUT [as i push myself to make it a part of my daily routine except wednesdays]: aerobic striptease, hip hop moves and weight lifting --- no, tis not my pe as ive been doing this since first sem first year. i shall keep my this exercise between me and my room. ;) tis effin fun and imma learn the rest of the routines this dec! :D isolation moves are paiiiiiiinful but hip and body rolls are kewl! AM I DUMBER THAN DUMBELLS? =))

for hearing SELLING THE DRAMA BY LIVE last night in magic --- i do not even understand why i heart the song smuch but I JUST DO. :) ...because 1) to burn a crowd that has a name, 2) i know ive been here before, 3) now we won't be scarred like that and 4) “it's the way we sing that makes 'em dream.” :)

for the paaaaaaaaaartyyy songs ive been bouncing to since around 2pm today c/o hip 26 in rx --- WITH YOU [okay, tis not a party son but i heart it], RUN IT [my first chris brown fave], BEAUTIFUL [snoop dogg and pharell williams are geniuses], milkshake [third year mems in vv1 w nana at caliente frio], party people...whom i miss terribly along w camwhoring sesh on the dance floor! :D

for today i begin another chapter of my life...im helluva excited about it...a bit worried if ill be getting ‘nuff sleep in the weeks to come...but WILL LOVE EVERY SEC OF IT AS I WILL SPEND IT WITH KORINA AND LOUIE. iluvshugurliesmuch!

tis my SIXTH SIXTEENTH burdeiiiiiii and IMMA STAY SIXTEEN FOREVER. ;)

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teyyyyyyyynksskyuuuuuuuutoeveryonewhogreetedmeyday:venni.bff.ands.cris.’telex.tara.marc.pieee.cybs.chrissie.faith.mic.nana.mics.raf.nikka.aims.kor.chengy.yls.ayee.dink.’tep.ins.ate pat.bianx.chesi.ana.’tehelen.purple sis.abiÜ

PBK Ü iloveugurliesBIGTIME. i dont care if others forget as long as my wufffffffleiiii kada doesnt. ;) see yall this sat! yey! tis “stupid” chrissie’s burdeiiii already! choc fountain! babuyan sesh again! :D [will we camwhore as a complete kada this time?]

Crammed my long overdue MP179 script.
SQt and full script overnight.
But I finished it still.

Strike One:
OVERJOYED, over who?
Because the person is not even here. ;)

Strike Two:
Almost put an item in the wrong pushcart.
Which mom and I left in the middle of the aisle. ;p

Strike Three:
Stubbed my smallest toe on the pushcart.
It hurt so bad as started limping then. :(

Strike Four:
Forgot the exact date of Tara and Chengy's burdeis.
I really need to sleep now. :0


Over 38 sleepless hours.
As I am becoming less and less functional by the second.
Hello lalaland in neverNEVERLAND.Ü

Thanks to Martin's extra patron ticket (given just the night before the game---when I had no real plans of catching the game live---but A LOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THAT DECISION OF NOT WATCHING LIVE THURSDAY NIGHT TO FRIDAY NIGHT DINNER/TAMBS IN KATIPS W KFC), I got to see Ateneo's first game in the second round LIVE. My seventh game LIVE, the best seat so far I BELIEVE.Ü

There were tons of questionable calls during the fourth, especially as the Eagles were leading---but FEU caught up. In the end, Ateneo won although just by 4pts. The players have to work on their inside plays. They do not rebound so much that they lose second chance opportunities. They also have a tendency of making their inside too open---which made it easier for the Tamaraws to score from inside. The Blue Eagles also did qute bad in the free throw shooting at the beginning. They would have had an earlier lead if they got their shots in. They have to work on that as it becomes very crucial and can be the deciding point in the game.

PROPS TO ERIC FOR HIS TIMELY 3POINTERS!ö It get a lot of us off our seats! Salamat has grown so much---the dude has got skillz. ;p Sweetest moment last Saturday was when CHRIS AND ERIC DID THE BODY BUMB/SLAM MID-AIR after Eric's amazing play. :)

MICS' 21ST birthday dinner at Mom and Tina's. Lovely night w my darlins. :) Miss you all tons! Cant wait for sembreak!Ü

OH, NIC AND REG---ME BOYS REALLY ROCK! ;) Neil is my new best friend because of that! Hahaha! He IS CUTE and V CHARMING! ;p I shall visit Ateneo much often now. Thats a THREE now. *wink* [Hi, Wenky!/Hola Dora!]


SPECIAL MENTION TO MY SHOTI, MAX, WHO APPARENTLY READ MY ENTRY ABOUT LAST FRI IN KATIPS---I just saw your brother! BUT TWAS SWEET TO SEE YOU AGAIN, MAX. ACHI MISSES HER SHOTI! :) *kisses*

Reasons I HEART 08.08.08 FRIDAY IN KATIPS :)

1. Had a valid reason to enter Ateneo premises - SD sesh w Bro. Pat.
2. Saw and got to HANG OUT W CHRISSIE - OMG! I missed you smuch, darlin!Ü
3. Got to PERSONALLY GREET BEBE AI on her birthday - SUPRISESUPRISE!ö
4. Got to SEE JE...AFTER FIVE YEARS?!? - It hasnt been THAT long though, OLD FRIEND! ;p
5. Saw Cris aka Princess Smiley - still will a smile on her face always.Ü
6. Nic and Wenky made me hatid [that was SO povedan!] to the Loyola House of Studies - RJ's directions was correct. [No, I think I still choose AC over Mandarin---not unless Chris is just in their house at those hours. Haha! ;p]
7. Had my FIRST SD SESH W BRO. PAT - OMG! Bro. Pat is so young pala! He does remind me of Kuya Di (whom I MISS TERRIBLY).
8. Walked from LHS to Katips again just like in hs - without the feeling, but on an extreme high. :D [Was not able to reflect as my tummy was grumbling. I did enjoy just walking though.]
9. DINNER W KFC (Katips Friday Crew) at Pancake House - which lasted until around 10 in the evening. [Yeah, WHATTHEHECK?!ö] But the stories shared and experiences exchanged was the BEST PART...even if Jordy is disgusted w me and Nic (ReginA is spared).
10. Met a cute boy c/o ReginA - OMG, Nic! NO! I dont have a crush on him! But he has that CHARMING AURA. ;)
11. Sorta "tambay" at Jordys and the "cab booboo" - where we had to wait till around 11PM.
12. Got a FREE PATRON TIX FROM MARTIN for the ADMU-FEU this aft - and why patron tix are not exactly the best seats in the house because of the trash talking alumni. Grrr, I know.
13. Joyride w Nic - and the OMGletsCATCHupTALK w Half on our way home. :)
14. ALMOST SAW MY BIATCH - but I seriously TERRIBLY MISSSHUU, Aims! :(
15. Might have missed the Beijing 2008 Olympics opening but heck----I SIMPLY HEART FRIDAYS IN KATIPS.

...
But who said we can always have happy endings?
'Cause I did not.
And that is what sucks BIG TIME.

17. Because CHRIS TIU is still hottie and I admire him for his achievements. :)