Pammy's LJ

Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


10ten10
Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


9nine9
PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


8eight8
Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

7seven7
KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


6six6
UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


5five5
Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


4four4
Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


3three3
Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


2two2
Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


1one1
Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

cOsWeGoNbEcOoLiKeThAtö
*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)

Just let it go.
Because most things come when you least expect them.
Youll be surprised.
I SURE WAS. ;)

BoomShakeDrop.
You can get me off my bed anytime.
Because you give me an impromptu workout sesh. :D
Play it one more time, Rico Pascual/Robles.

Then there were these:
ImReal(remix).CookieJar.FOREVER[Chris Brown is lufffÜ].ALAPAAP[Eraserheads is the best OPM band was and ever will beÜ].WAGNAWAGMONGSASABIHIN[Because Simbang Gabi days just ended and I miss my Xavier buddiesÜ].ENVELOPED IDEAS["Hoping it would be easier to sing out my enveloped ideas Trying pointlessly to understand Having nothing to say Just shadows what remains boxed inside"Ü]

Shoot!
Ure such a sweety. :)
If only...
That and THAT TOO. :l
Haha!
Guess WHO? ;)
That last message MADE ME SMILE.
I shouldnt be amazed.
Told u so! :p
In hs I learned "Chivalrys not dead."
Now Im realizing my standards are not too high. ;)
As David Archie's versh of "With You" plays on repeat mode on my phone. *bLuSh*

No, I didnt drink water from the beach.
[BEACH GIRLS,I miss you CbgRbgVbgHUbgHEbgÜ]
Neither was it strawberry margarita in my system.
[As I prefer the classic lemon oneö]
S-o-b-e-r.
Never been THIS sober. :))

Because daq reserved for the 31st.
And my alcohol tolerance is going down.
Sucks, doesnt it?
Dont worry, theres time to catch up still.
[But I have no plans of competing w anyoneö]

ÜBIGSMILEÜISMILEÜTHANKYOUÜURESUCHASWEETYABOVEEVERYTHINGELSEÜ

Hapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteö

I SMILE :)

Because I didnt feel [operative word] too awkward wearing a dress to our vintage party tonight...ö
Because I missed 38 San Fo, the couch, the projector, babuyan sessions and my lufffleeei Pov gurlies...Ü
Because I have a snowglobe from HK Disney from my Halfy...Ü
Because Megz and I got to chill---she hasnt changed one bit...Ü
[Imisscallingherjusttoscareheratnightö]
Because P is also a crazy Chris Tiu fan...ö
Because Pictionary just strengthened the fact I cannot draw...ö
[ButP's"cat'seyes"werethebestandtwasaGOODGAMEö]
...
Because Im on my seventh day of the 10-day program and doing pretty well. ;)
But Yls said twas meant to forget
On which case I cannot do.
[Id need more than strawberry margarita and tequila if so.]
Nevertheless,
THANK YOU. :D
THAT MADE MY night...erm, MORNING.
*andIBLUSH*

Still pretty alive at 3:48AM on the pc clock.
As we didnt drink, dance or even sing tonight. :(
But I must say "Hello" to Neverland soon
Because tomorrow is another hectic day
And THE SMILE STAYS AS I DREAM AWAY IN LALALAND. :)

Because tis mostly random thoughts inside this brain of mine but Pier One's strawberry margarita is good.Ü

The art of flirting is F-U-N. :p
*GASP*

My feet hurt. I heart my fushia heels though. :l

"Sweet Child of Mine" made my night at Emba Fly. :D
[Old school is forever love.]

Guns-n-Roses equates to childhood mems. :)

I miss drinking and dancing w my gurlies. I miss camwhoring at 5 Ipil. Whens our repeat of May4 inuman sesh? I promise not to sleep on the stairs anymore. ;)

ATC isnt really nice. I looked like a boy yday too. Tssssk! :l Thanks for laughing at me, Raf! But I still owe u one!

YEY! NIC GOT MY SNOW GLOBE ALREADY! :D
[MelufffshuuubigtimeHalfeeee!UretheBESTbutimstillBETTER.Har!]

Nic and I will backpack around the US in a few years. :)
But we can start w a trip to Macau so we can reminisce ur days in JTA sem. IMISSUBADLYBFF!

"Youve only been gone ten days but already Im wasting away." Im not emo; I just heart the Incubus song. ;)
Reminiscent of 2003? Heck no! That was sooooooo hs!

I need GJ tambs sesh w my BFF. Go home naaaaaaaa!ö


And one last note...

For a communication major, I suck at it.
Dang mediated communication! I cannot even say "Hi" in person. WHATTHEHECKRIGHT?ö
Hit me in the head. I need it more than Chesi does.

...and I said I wasnt drinking. :p

Because I think guys named Chris are hot (or at least these three)...Ü

Chris TIU :D
Need I say more?
Christopher John Alandy Dy Tiu. Graduated cumlaude w a degree in Management Engineering from A-D-M-U. Consistent dean's lister. Former SK Chair and now Councilor in Urda Vill. Why lotsa people started watching UAAP games. Pathetic but true. Oh yes, HE DID REMEMBER ME. [Should I even be proud of that?] So as long as Chris doesnt tell Tim [his cousin-slash-my friend] what I did, WERE GOOD. :p

[Si Kor nilaglag ako about liking Chris sa tita nya...who happens to be Chris' auntie. Thanks, Korina! Love talga kita! Haha!]

Chris BROWN :)
Maybe if the lighting at the dance scene in "Forever" was better, I will figure out how to do it too. NO, IM NOT A RACIST. :p I just dont get the logic behind that part. Nevertheless, I heart Chris Brown. Tis wonderful watching him busta move! Run it! With You! Wall to Wall too! :D

Chris PAUL ;)
Why I made this entry. Because HE IS ANNOYINGLY HOT ON THE COURT BUT I KNOW WHERE MY LOYALTY LIES...Spurs forever! [IheartyouParker!Ü] He made a record of having a steal in 106 consecutive games. Good job! :o
How old is this dude? He looks pretty young compared to most of the players in the NBA.

I wanna be paid for my hobby just like Chris Paul. *BOW*

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Short notes (not for any Chris though):

BFF Ü Have fun in HK! Remember my almond cookies and snow globe! Yey! And oh, tell Mickey and Minnie I miss them too! =)) <---Santas little helper has been working double shifts lately. Tis the Cmas season again! I miss these! :)) See u on the 29th! Daaaaaaaate ulit? :p

Gab Ü Best app! Will kidnap u again soon! Emba or Fiama? Or maybe Bureau? Bacardi 151 has been trying to get my attention for two weeks now. But definitely, no more Zesto for you! :))

Raf Ü I miss THAT Raf but okay, lets have that tryin'-be-a-nigga-Rafael instead. Boo wifi. Haha! :p

Seth Ü Thanks for answering THAT. Benta ka, Seth! Laugh trip un. Pero secret pa rin natin un. Ssshhh. ;)

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To my darlin POV GURLIES:
Annual Cmas party
December 27 Saturday 6pm onwards
38 San Fo Street, Barangay Kapitolyo, Pasig City
[Debuque residence]
Wear VINTAGE. Exchange gift worth P200.

December 12. Friday.
Jamming w Sir Deo in BC132. Did you know that these songs [I Started a Joke.Lover's Moon.Pare Ko.Passenger Seat.Song For You.Turn your Lights Down Low.When You Say Nothing at All.Your Love] have the same chords?

Hang out at the tambs. Wait for Nic. Kwento w Nic. *Omg! He is so thin now! Can I have your shirt, dude? Ahlufffit! Youre an effin stalker, Nic! Good job!* School w Friday aft people. Nic joined us. Im a grape who likes to plan gimiks, vacs and parties.

MEMS' CMAS PARTY. UP street food galore. Not the biggest fan but itll suffice for the time being. GAME TIME! Showdown of the boys. *GAB, U MAKE KOR AND I PROUD AND SPEECHLESS. GOOD JOB, BEST APP! ;)* Dinner at Wok This Way w Venni then off to Cantina for drinks w Korina, Louie, Lui [aka bagay sa kanya ang kulot] and Joez. Saw my biatch after months! *Miss you much, Aims! Well drink soon.*

December 13. Saturday.
CLA Cmas party. Still effin tired but for the love of the kids and Korina. Made name tags c/o the CN stickers meant for the kids. :p Put on tattoos also meant for the kids. :p Less kids showed up compared to last year. Had smuch food to spare so we ate and brought the rest to CAT. Kids enjoyed the games Monsee and Jako prepared. :)

CAT Cmas party. Stayed behind the tambs for Alumni Homecoming stuff. Kwento w Edel while we did the homecoming sign thingy. Off to Katips to bathe at Aims' condo. More kwento. [I missed my biatch smuch!]

Alumni Homecoming. Walked from...to...ö [Ssshh! Dont tell dad!] Effin late. Not many came. Didnt miss much. Finally met Dennis Arroyo though. No inuman. Went home w Korina. Im sleepingover! :D

S-S-Stutterrrrrrr.
Because SPONGEBOB IS THE NEW PATRICK. ;) Ahlufffit!
[Remember Gio Limjoco, BC?ö]

St. Therese's Cmas party. Dinner = yum! Kor and I effin tired and a bit bored. Kor's mom tells us shell introduce us to Dr. Sanchez's kid whos also from UP [in our minds: asa na kilala namin!]...and an Ictusian [now this made us think]. Few minutes later...

Kor and I: OH-MY-GUSSSSSSSH! GAAAAAAAAAAB!ö

We...were...more...than...suprised. :D

We couldnt believe ourselves even half an hour later. We were still laughing about the whole situation. Kwento and more kwento. Convincing Gab to join us in the ICTUS Centennial Run. GAB SAID YES. But he also couldnt believe he agreed to that. *Good job, Korina!*

Sleepover at Kor's! She was pretty much awake but I was effin tired. Dozed off while she was bathing. *Sorry, Korina!*

December 14. Sunday.
Korina woke me up past 3. Shower, dress up. Off to UPd. Drop by to KIDNAP GAB. Struggle to get to UP Theatre. NO LETTING GO by Wayne Wonder playing on RX. :D [Luffthesong!] Finally arrived at the set-up area. ---Joelle, we have a surprise!!! Gab!!!Ü--- Chilly morning w Korina, Monsee, Nons, Joelle, Trev, Jako, Marc and Gab. Monsee and I pretended we were in a club paaaartying. :D The party music kept me awake and alive. I didnt feel lethargic despite having only two hours of sleep (though Korina had only one). Iluffffffthesedanceablebeats! :D Camwhored w Monsee again. Then little by little, people arrived and the race began.

Highlights of the Run:
~ The "I love you Kor/Monsee/Nons" move as we transfer the sweat from tearing the singlet stub of the racers to the Ictusian. But really, I love you all! Hahaha! :p
~ CHICTUS and ICTUS crush w Dingdong Dantes!!! :D Ahhhh! All the ICTUS girls ran from the tents to have a pic w D3. He was pretty nice and I was suprised to see how white he was!

then he came to our tents to get his singlet...
Monsee: Uhm...hi. What size?
D3: Large.
Monsee: *grins*

[from the back part of the tent]
D3: Uhm, excuse me...Pdeng palitan ng size?
Pam: Sure. What size?
D3: XL.
Pam: Okay, here.
D3: I owe you tickets ha.
Pam: Yeah. :D
[Yes, he really does owe me UAAP tickets!]

Walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako and Gab after fixing up. Girl talk while the two boys had their own conversation going. *No, Jako! We werent talking about you boys! Feeling! Hahaha!*

Then we gave FUNNY XP a whole new meaning...ö
[pang-logbook kwento number two for me and Kor]
Jako left his sneakers at the set-up area. Kor and I offered to come along. Jako said no but we insisted. Walk back to UP Theatre; twas pretty hot already by then.

Kor: Jako, if mahanap mo rubbershoes mo, libre mo kami. If ndi, libre mo pa rin kami. ;)

Jako found his sneaks...and theres even a bonus that came w that! SIX MONOBLOC CHAIRS WE LEFT!!! =)) Jako again insisted to carry them himself. But we said no. So each of us had to drag along two monoblocs back to the tambs. We were effin tired. Barely any rest since Friday. ICTUSIANS NEVER GET TIRED...OR AT LEAST THEY HAVE CHAIRS TO SIT ON WHEN THEY DO! =)) The walk back to the tambs was hilarious! We were laughing so hard the entire time and that made it all the more diff to carry the chairs! It was such a struggle! We felt like weve been walking for so long already that...THE THREE OF US LITERALLY SAT DOWN ON THE CHAIRS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACAD OVAL! [pics to be posted soon] =)) Thus the Chair Movers Club. :) After that photo-op we had, we continued walking. We were only at the tennis court area when we saw a gray Fortuner coming our way. It was Korina's caaaaaar!!!ö Good thing the chairs fit and that ended our laborious feat. :)

Back to the tambs. Rode the car. Gab dozed off before we even left the UP premises. And then finally home to rest.


THANK YOU to everyone who came and participated at the UP ICTUS Centennial Run! We raised P22k for the kids and scholars! Good job, Ictus!Ü

To Saj, Ron, Cris, Jobert and the ICTUS couple: One more time! ;)

Congrats, guys! Another successful event! :)

NWF, NWP, AFKUYAJESS. :)
I LOVE YOU, ICTUS! :)

Been sick for several days now.
[I blame Venni! Hehe. HUG!Ü]
But that did not stop me from partying w my gurlies last night.
Twas, after all, "stupid" Chrissie's 21st. :p
How can I pass up on that?

Best way to spend my Sat night...
Sharing great food and two choco fountains
[Strawberries on a stick w choco is the best!Ü]
With my PBK and hs batchmates
Under the moonlit night.

Talking about our hs mems...
And how college has been...
Gawd, were getting old...
NO, WE ARE OLD!ö

Smuch for my workout routine this week
[I will get back to it once I get better, PINKY PROMISE!Ü]
Or playing poker even. :(
Because tis been a while since I saw my gurlies
And I miss 'em oh-ssssmuch! :)

ÜHappy 21st to my darlin' stupid Chrissie!Ü

To the LAE-ers who took their exam this morning:
Yls.Dana.Gia.Madi.Anne.Wenky.Je.Raf.
Finally! Tis done, tis done! Congrats! Time to paaaaaaaaaartehhhhhhhhhhh! :D

Yls, you havent visited me yet! Imma be waiting. :)
Chrissie, text message when you plan to drop by. ;)

my fam --- because according to KUYA MON, “THE BABY WILL ALWAYS BE A BABY” and imma always be kuya cuz’s baby too! :p

my loved ones: ‘te ang, tito richard, nanay, tita ibe, lola, lolo, ate amy, cam --- miss u all tons. ill see u when i get there. :)

my luffffleeeei PBK whom i terribly miss --- ALWAYS AND FOREVER, GURLIES. :) hs was wonderful because i spent it w u. quoting chrissie from a few years back, “TO THE MOON AND BACK!” :) until we have a repeat of that may 4 inuman sleepover at 5 ipil or another baguio trip w “the fag” and mr. mogu in all his yellow bitterness! :D

my BFF who keeps me sane every time i lose more than just slippers...because being STUCK has never been this fun and crazy. BETTER HALF than whole! ;) --- but i am no longer stuck and rather effinly happy ‘bout it...because...because...JUST CAUSE. :p only you can fully understand my mental, retarded moments and for that ahhlufffffshuuutons! :-x

my GFs --- who wouldve thought id actually have a kada in UPd? though i always saw myself going to the state u, i didnt think id find people whom id feel so at home w the minute i meet them...for our failed gimiks and sleepovers to actually seeing each other...hopefully soon ‘nuff. missyouallltons! :)

ictus for the opportunity to hang out and bond w people i heart while sharing myself w others through its various programs --- tambs is home [in upd] more than cmc, love my cla kids, for the weekly school sessions [missing my old school mates!], i can play pusoy dos or K-5-10 any time, second sem best apps are the best [right, jules?Ü], and SEMENDERS with the ENGLISH CLUB [ate ally IS part of this.Ü] and the adorable h2o-making scruffy monkeys [who also camwhored w my cam---ahhlufffit!] =))

my other kadas and closest friends: sbk/tagaytay crew, kfc, party kada, 6bgs --- for all the mems of spontaneous chill out nights [and dinners till 10pm in katips!], failed gimiks [including watching “ju-on” at 11am in galle---gagamama and gagamboy!], clubbin nights, sleepovers and what-nots! :) ... to aims, pieee, dink, faith, ins, ‘te helen, kit, ‘te ich, ‘te lex --- the best bi*tches in the world!!! :D i love you gurlies smuch! to the povedans: annual christmas party this dec! wait for further details about the location and all that! :)

the boys i heart: xvian batch mates [for our uaap mems, phonin’ days and 24/7 simbang gabi kwentos], ateneo shotis [esp ato---for our “1802” xp and the sweety who will take care of eight drunken gurls again this summer], KD [though you left without saying ‘good bye’ but youll forever be my cutie sweety kuyaaaaa---even if i cannot call u that in public] and the ictus boys a.k.a. SCRUFFY MONKEYS [as i shall document one of your dota sesh and maybe understand what the fuss is all about---OBF!---the best inuman buddies but im not competing w u.]. :p

*coughs* for proving to me that: 1) my standards are not so high after all and 2) CHIVALRY’S NOT DEAD! *blush*

that controversial name on the board back in senior year hs --- because “there was never a cockier boy” than Peter Pan. :p

ghihardelli milkshakes from cheesecake etc, macadamia nut from gj, godiva hazelnut coffee [the best ive tasted], jaffa cakes from marks and spencer, OJ mango shake...jc, abs kurant, teq rose, margarita, blueberry cruisers, ateneo drink [c/o jules], jello shots w my darlin’ pbk at 5 ipil...fit ‘n right pine orange and four seasons! --- because DRINKING IS LUFFFFFFFFF. :D

my childhood alma mater pov because i STILL CANNOT SAY “IPIL” PROPERLY (even after my baguio lessions w yls and ‘te p) and have yet to speak spanish fluently --- upd because i came out from my comfort zone and realized that THERES SMUCH IVE YET TO SEE AND XP. :)

round neck black and/or white shirts --- because besides that i heart wearing ‘em, if a guy can look effin H-O-T wearing just that and a pair of jeans or shorts, he will sizzle in anything...at least from what ive seen! ;) [i.e. david beckham in his photo shoot]

the ictus boys for answering this question: WHY DO U GUYS ‘HATE’ CHRIS TIU? --- according to the scruffy monkeys who were also intoxicated during our bonfire night by the beach, how can they not ‘hate’ him when hes “smart, gwapo, magaling sa basketball, mayaman...” [okay. u get the gist.] thank youuuuuuuuu guys!!! iheartchuallforansweringthatHONESTLY. obf! :D

i still talk and act like a boy sometimes :D because 1) i still do not get the fuss w make-up, 2) imma always be a jeans and shorts kinda-girl, 3) bball is still the best sport there is! --- obf! 2-peat! go spursssssss!ö until parker and ginobili are back! chris paul is soooooo good! lebron james is a ball hog but hes amazing! :D

because boybands rock, guns-n-roses/nirvana/metallica are still the greatest, nothing beats 90s music; i will learn to do freestyle rapping one day, AM A FRUSTRATED DANCER BUT IMMA GO DANCIN’ W U ANYTIME [to nana, my original partner --- and reg, till the next semender!], BECAUSE PARTY MUSIC GETS ME UP ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. ;)

for 2 and 5 who have that secret power TO MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIME :D because no one does it better than you two! ;)

for my workout routine that i am VERY MUCH PASSIONATE ABOUT [as i push myself to make it a part of my daily routine except wednesdays]: aerobic striptease, hip hop moves and weight lifting --- no, tis not my pe as ive been doing this since first sem first year. i shall keep my this exercise between me and my room. ;) tis effin fun and imma learn the rest of the routines this dec! :D isolation moves are paiiiiiiinful but hip and body rolls are kewl! AM I DUMBER THAN DUMBELLS? =))

for hearing SELLING THE DRAMA BY LIVE last night in magic --- i do not even understand why i heart the song smuch but I JUST DO. :) ...because 1) to burn a crowd that has a name, 2) i know ive been here before, 3) now we won't be scarred like that and 4) “it's the way we sing that makes 'em dream.” :)

for the paaaaaaaaaartyyy songs ive been bouncing to since around 2pm today c/o hip 26 in rx --- WITH YOU [okay, tis not a party son but i heart it], RUN IT [my first chris brown fave], BEAUTIFUL [snoop dogg and pharell williams are geniuses], milkshake [third year mems in vv1 w nana at caliente frio], party people...whom i miss terribly along w camwhoring sesh on the dance floor! :D

for today i begin another chapter of my life...im helluva excited about it...a bit worried if ill be getting ‘nuff sleep in the weeks to come...but WILL LOVE EVERY SEC OF IT AS I WILL SPEND IT WITH KORINA AND LOUIE. iluvshugurliesmuch!

tis my SIXTH SIXTEENTH burdeiiiiiii and IMMA STAY SIXTEEN FOREVER. ;)

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teyyyyyyyynksskyuuuuuuuutoeveryonewhogreetedmeyday:venni.bff.ands.cris.’telex.tara.marc.pieee.cybs.chrissie.faith.mic.nana.mics.raf.nikka.aims.kor.chengy.yls.ayee.dink.’tep.ins.ate pat.bianx.chesi.ana.’tehelen.purple sis.abiÜ

PBK Ü iloveugurliesBIGTIME. i dont care if others forget as long as my wufffffffleiiii kada doesnt. ;) see yall this sat! yey! tis “stupid” chrissie’s burdeiiii already! choc fountain! babuyan sesh again! :D [will we camwhore as a complete kada this time?]

Buhay Iska. Dugong Atenista.

Im helluva PROUD TO BE FROM UPd.
I believe that needs no explanation.
But MY HEART BLEEDS BLUE.
Six years and going stronger.

But do u know I never saw myself going to Ateneo?
Though Pieee and I once wanted to be babbles.
Despite people insisting I can pass for one,
It just is not ME.

Funny how people keep congratulating me
About the Blue Eagle win.
Have I not reiterated I AM NOT ATENEAN?
But well, okay...You want me to send those greetings to Chris?
[Because WE BOTH LOVE YOUR COUSIN, TIM!ö]

Be humble on defeat.
Be glorious in victory.
Was this evident during this year’s UAAP season?
Lets talk a look back...

...

I was v disappointed w how the green side acted during game two.
Though I also believe the second TF on Maierhofer was a bad call.
But whats done is done.
We can just pray for better officiating and discernment next season.

[It was just proper for La Salle to come out and receive their trophy. But why didnt they? I thought they were better than that. But I feel for Jvee. Props to him for an amazing season. He played his heart out all throughout the season, even down the last minutes of his collegiate bball career. But let me reiterate that bball is a team sport, not a one-man game.]

“Win or lose, its the school that we choose.”
The famous ADMU cheer u hear at UAAP games.
But how far has the Atenean lived up to this promise?
Despite the amazing turnout one sees at every Eagles game, I still think they lack the true passion and heart when cheering.

[Remember to stick by ur team, WIN OR LOSE...But that I do not see when the five guys cannot seem to carry out the plays given them by Coach...Because this is what a true and loyal supporter does, much like how (Larry was and) Jai is when playing---“PUSO! PUSO LANG YAN, GUYS!” as taught by the Babbles back in the day.]

Media exposure for the Blue Eagles.
Jokes and stories still being told of game two.
Chris Tiu’s face seen everywhere you look.
[Tis getting a bit annoying already honestly.]
Hate blogs and comments dedicated to the blue side.

IS THIS WHAT COLLEGE BBALL IS ALL ABOUT?

A win is a win.
But is winning everything for some people?

“I WILL MISS WEARING MY BLUE AND WHITE JERSEY THAT SAYS ATENEO IN FRONT.” – Chris Tiu

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A week and one day since the Eagles won in UAAP as this year’s srs div champs.
Three days since the big Blue Eagle bonfire at Bellarmine field.
More than a week of celebrating,
For a well played season.

Kudos to the Blue Eagles,
To Coach Norman and the rest of the coaching staff
[Coach Jamike, ure still my fave!]
For coming through for the Ateneo community
Because TEAMWORK AND DEFENSE WINS CHAMPIONSHIPS.

Mass at Gesu wouldve been v special to me
[as I still hope to get married there one day, haha!]
Roaring cheers as the players were introduced on stage
[Was half the pop’n last Tuesday night there for Chris?]
Great entertainment w performances from PNE, Spongecola, APO...
[including Kwan, Chicosci, Miguel Escueta...who else were there?]
Though my friends and I opted to just walk around instead.
[I was in flipflops and there is no effin’ way I was to dirty my feet on Bellarmine---once was enough, back in 2002.]

But what is this that I heard
That they burned wood w the Archers’ names on them?
HECKA WHAT IS THAT ABOUT?
Have people gone THIS LOW already for a mere bball game?!?

La Salle acted immaturely during game two.
And now I pity Ateneo for this childish deed.
WHERE HAS THE TRUE SPIRIT OF BBALL GONE TO?
Off someplace where there are people who appreciate games for what they are --- and leave it at that, no hard feelings, no stupid actions.

I enjoyed my time at the bonfire.
As I spent it w friends---Nic, Reg, Jordy, Cybs, Bernice, Aims, Di.
Bumped into Pieee by accident
And to Ev who was teasing me about asking for Chris’ autograph.

For the long walk to Ateneo and Bellarmine field [done twice]
The strolls around the campus
The walk back to Katips in the rain
ID DO IT JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN.Ü

As Chito (Miranda) said, “Guys! Kita-kits ulit next year! Go Ateneo!”
For playing “The Yes Yes Show”
And taking me back to my hs days
Which is a bittersweet feeling until now.

I heart walking around Ateneo especially at night.
Eating on the floor at Bellarmine Hall brought me back to our elem and hs days.
[I miss Pov somehow.]
THAT PICTURE IS OUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET. *wink*
[But I had fun doing that...and our random pics in the spot area.]
And NO, HE IS NOT MY BOYLET. ;p

Until I confirm the burning thing w Tim.
Or maybe Gio can answer this himself.
As it is hell week already.
And I believe Cantina and Drew’s are both calling me.
[MelufffssshuuubigtimeAIMSö]

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AM I CRAZY OR FALLING IN LOVE
IS IT REALLY JUST ANOTHER CRUSH
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause Im trying, trying to walk away
BUT I KNOW THIS CRUSH AINT GOING AWAY, going away
CRUSH.DAVIDARCHULETA

YOU TELL ME.
Still j-j-jaded even after five years?
Still stuck.
But I CHOSE TO BE.

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"PDE BANG HALFTIME BREAK? NA-WE-WEE-WE-NA-AKO-EH!"
---awwgushhhh. meHEARTYOUbigtime!

[Ndi kilig, u ungas! I just think tis so effin' cute, adorable even...Benta sobra! GROUPIE KA NA RIN! But I didnt get to see IT! Next fri nalang. Luv u, BFF!]

~AI finale
"Hero" by the two Davids.
It was a hot performance.
Rock with a hint of ballad.
*sizzlesizzle*
[But Spidey is still a sweeter mem. Awww--tsktsk!] ;p

Archuleta lost.
I was devastated. :(
Well beyond his years.
He deserves the title as much as Cook.
[Me heart chu Archieeeeeeeeeee!]

Shoti even text messaged to tell me who won---spoiler!
[But I read it after catching the live show.]
His mom even called the US just to ask.
DAVID ARCHULETA IS FOREVER LUFFFFFFFFF. :D

~Spurs lost game one. BOO! :(

~Thursday dinner
I missed the homecourt.
Though a lot has changed with the place,
theres just something that draws me back to Galle.
Because that was some 14 years.Ü

Dinner w Kor and Max.
Max wants to die happy w his not-so-crunchy sisig.
27 = A
Because there only 26 letters in the English alphabet.
[Not 32, Max!--I also didnt pee in the bottle, you weirdo!]

Traffic = more bonding time.
Because Max had smuch to tell.
The ideal son and the rebel.
My friend and me shoti are poles apart, I realized.

~The YM secrets
Sharing w Rafael why days, weeks, and months dont apply to me.
Five years and counting--thats our lil secret. ;p
Because achi luffs her shoti dearly.
[with her blue green heart.]
But I almost got someone in troub again.
*Why do you message me like that?---Still, it was SHIVERSHIVER.* :)

~Friday music
Ive loved you BUT ONLY IN MY MIND...Im a hopeless romantic I know I am.
Every now and then I FIND MYSELF WONDERING ABOUT YOU, BABY.
Say it for me cos the THE WHOLE WORLD STARTS TO LISTEN WHEN YOU TELL ME YOURE IN LOVE.
Yet, I cannot say I am----wink! ;p

~The call
I can never say 'no' to Nana.
Nana: Hi Pam! ---Heey Nana! Welcome back!
Nana: Are you free this Sat? PLEASE SAY YES.
End of story. :D
*Welcome back from your Scandinavian cruise, hun!*

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THE BEST DAY OF THE YEAR HAS COME YET AGAIN. :D

~Best day 08 morning
Early lunch w Nic and Jordy At Tboy.
*Thanks, Tita She!*
Photobooth w our *ahem* 'distorted' figures.
Swimming w Nic, Jordy, Cybs, and a bunch of Korean kids.
More secrets, *coughs* stories told.

He is not a J but just a ******.
ShiverShiver = k**ig.
[Laugh trip of the day.]
From OVERJOYED to Happy, Girlfriend to COLOURBLIND.
Was Never Leave You to kick off my night?
[Because "Sorry na, Emba." said the gurlies.]

~Best day 08 night
Reunited w LOFT which Nana still does not know anything about. :)
[Hahaha! Dink and I always forget to inform her.]
Armed w our school IDs, some cash, and high heels,
Lets see what the fuss about is at Tim Yap club.
Back to Pier 1 for some shots.

Techno really isnt my thing.
Because RnB is love.
Was it worth lining up for an hour?
Hell yeah!ö

LOW. For the BOOTS WITH FUR. ;p
SWEET CHILD OF MINE. Because it does remind me of MY CHILDHOOD MEMS.Ü
Left at 330 after a little more camwhoring before going off.
And my little talk w Nana.
*Me luffssss shu TONS, hun!*

So explain to me why people burn P500 to get inside.
Because Ill only Emba if tis guest list.
And the smoke hurt our eyes.
And my feet hurt like hell.ö