Pammy's LJ

Still on my recovery stage after getting dengue
But already itching to have some weekend fun...

Friday.
Attended BC132 after forever.
Off by 1130 to school w KC, Dans and Renee.
[writing on each others' back]
Rushed to Ateneo for SD w Bro. Pat in LHS.
[let go of images]
Chilled at Sbux Katips w Aims.
[yey, i didnt flake on my biatch]
Drizzled, rained, poured effin hard.
[ndi ako basang sisiw...basa lang or CHICK LANG] ;)
Kat made an ICTUS song and Im part of it. :)
Cluster-ed w Marc and the apps.
[i do miss cluster sessions na rin]
Pusoy dos of Monsee, Kat, Marc and Gab.
[dont bully my shoti but how come u always lose, gab?] :(
Nic and Dana picked me from the tambs.
[twas raining and i didnt have my umbrella-ella]
Jap food craving satisfied w dinner at Tboy in Promenade.

*Thanks you two! I really missed hanging out w hs friends. Tis been a while.*


Saturday.
Frantic when Korina wasnt answering my calls or text messages.
[nasa mcdo katips 3am kasi]
Midsem gimik after CLA.
[yeyyyyyyyyy, KC CHAN!!!]
Mental ride w KC, Monsee and Ging.
[parang mga batang nag-aagawan ng mga bagay pero nag-share kami ng stuff namin]
At Boyd's Oasis but I'm not swimming.
[kasi ndi ako nasabihan na FORMAL SWIMMING ATTIRE pala; sorry, jako!]
MIDSEM GIMIK/BUDDY BONDING GAMES!!! :D
[si KC un "feeling app" at ako un mem kasi brown rulesssssssssiahluffshuKCChan]
Sub bud Monsee and app Emil won.
[pero kami kumain ng share ni "drew" dun sa cake habang naglalaro nang masayang game ng pusoy dos kung saan kami apat ay mabait sa isa't isa]

At HIM5 waiting for the boys for dinner.
[thus the couch, my new notebook and pen were my friends for the time being]
Struggled to write scripts but managed to do at least one and my storyboard.
DOTA took forever but I was amused somehow whenever they get excited at whatev it was that happened in their game.
[they sounded like little boys and that kept me entertained while waiting]
Dinner at SR Thai w Juano, Cris, Ron, Martin, Patcat, Trev, Saj, Rap and Gab.
[managed to guilt trip the two apps to stay w me-iloveubothforthis]
Went back to the scruffy monkeys' lair after eating.
[i wasnt the only one surprised as Gab and Rap already sat beside me on the couch]
Boys played dota; girls played Left 4 Dead/Zombies?
[and i managed to sleep on mr. comfy couch despite the noise]
Off for inuman at Meatshop Katips Ext.
[and i finally met selwyn aka kobe]
Rap had to go so he just dropped me and shoti off. :(
[as gab and i felt even more awkward being there]
Sat down, drinks came...let's toast!
I haven't drank beer since Cmas 2004.
[shiiiiiiit, kor...we dont drink beer...but for juano.]
Ashamed to admit it but I actually enjoyed the beer.
But hard liquor is still luffffffff.
[though i only drink jc and abs...granma?]
Shots...Granma...Wasn't bad either. :l
[oh-no! im beginning to be a cheap drunk now!] =))
Didnt feel too awkward around Juano this time.
[aight, raf. shy dude. but dang, he isnt from xavier! claret boys arent bad though.]
Left really early though. :(
[me and gabieee's thoughts: B-I-T-I-N]

~Met Oiks. Thought she was an English Club-er. She's from St. Bridget. I like the people there. They're nice.~

**For the love of ICTUS, I broke two rules tonight: not drinking beer and soda.**


Sunday.
Woke up effin tired.
Heard mass then just wanted to sleeeeeeeeeeeF.
[thats really spelled w an "f" cos we-cool-sibs]
- Never Leave You by Lumidee
- No Letting Go by Wayne Wonder
- Temperature by Sean Paul
Didn't I see I wanted to rest?
I'm a retard for getting up at the mere sound of these songs.
I cannot help it.
Hiphop really is love. :)

No one wanted to watch ICTUS bball w me.
But a promise is a promise.
So I went knowing I'll be looking weird watching alone.
But didn't I say I heart bball too?
Because pinky promised. ;)
And twas fun watching the alumni plus Raf.
[who still hasnt gone to have his foot checked...same thing w selwyn. boys will be boys. haaai.]
LSGH boys were good especially those youngsters who never tired of running back and forth.
[because our alumni do need to catch their breath more often] :p
*peace,ilufffuall*
1-1 isnt bad after all. ;)

**W barely any sleep....Because a promise is a promise...And that I heart ICTUS this much...I managed to drag myself to catch their bball match...JUST BECAUSE THEIR ICTUSIANS...so see u again next Sunday?**


Monday.
Slack off day.
Upload pics from waaaaaaaaay back when...
*coughscoughs*
'Cos that was soooooo 2-0-0-7! =))
[were so mean,bff]


Tuesday.
No prof; no BC123.
Stay home; yey!
Hornets vs
101-86
27pts 10 rebounds 15 assists.
Chris Paul.
*BOW*
Plus those amazing three-pointers from Peja Stojakovic in the fourth.
Bum plus WORKOUT, woohoo! :)
[im bored w this routine but 'til i find a replacement,itll have to do because summer is coming soon]
Tutorials sesh w Gab over YM.
[because i want me shoti to follow achi's footsteps]


Wednesday.
Like a furniture in the tambs.
[much like how i was last sat night in him5]
Be nice to my two fave apps during the interview: Shoti and Rap. :D
[and gab actually won in pusoy dos this time]
Was Korina nice to me Gabieee?
[hes my new shoti so scratch the old one, eh?] :p

Shoti's quotable quote
"Touch anything but the hair."
[ay gab. sablay na naman.] :l

"No Ma'am. I wasn't text messaging my boyfriend. Not applicable." - to Ma'am Jo during Comm140
But here's the best part...Guess who I was text messaging then. ;)
[laugh trip pero ewwwwwww]


...
Losing my interest in school altogether.
I need a break, i need a distraction.
A new hobby, maybe a new passion.
Because something "old" is turning older today. ;)

Im not a convincing alcoholic Ma'am Malou said.
And no one will believe me when I say I'm no partyholic either. :l
> Prod work? Erm...Not really.

Memcomm people are so competitive.
But okay fine, we're nerds.
[UAAP 08 MVP Rabeh Al-Hussaini. Shiiiiiit! Pressure!]
> I really missed ICTUS. Theyre luffff. :-*

Dinner at TOSH TechnoHub w Korina, Louie, Ana, Ging, Monsee and Venni.
Vodka Cruiser Lychee is yummy.
[Mom didn't get mad that I drank. In any case, tis just one bottle and tis just Cruiser. Thanks, Venni! Next time TR.]
> Miss eating at TOSH and having Vodka Cruiser too.

Eraserheads reunion concert part two set for March 7.
Confirmed by Raimund Marasigan.
> How can you NOT miss the Eraserheads? Heart the CD! :)

Dance like a lunatic.
You can always claim you were sick. ;)
> Miss dancing and those party days.

"Lean Like a Cholo."
That just proved my point earlier.
> Hiphop and old school shit is the best! :D

I'm still recovering from getting dengue.
I need to rest more and I'm haven't been doing this.
> I miss being healthy.

I started itching again.
No, I cannot get sick anymore.
> I miss not being paranoid.

Selwyn! Bball again next Sunday, okay?
Jobert! Summer sexy bod by March, yes?
> Okay. I miss you both too? :p

BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS MY BEST FRIEND.
REALLY SUCKS I HAVEN'T SEEN NIC IN WEEKS. :((
> Halfeeeeee! When will I see you?
[Haha! Your happy crush asked me that last year I think.]

Why you so mean to me? I'll stay with the Pisay boys nalang...I don't like you naaaaaaaaaa! :l

>> Dahil mean si Jobert nung isang night. Pero tonight bati tayo. Ndi pa rin ako makikipagbet sayo. Wag kang BI. Hingi nalang tayo tix kay Raimund? ;)

Pisay boys/Jobert,mas love ko kayo kaysa sa Spurs...pero talo pa rin Lakers kanina! :p

>> Cos that was just some sweeeeeeeeeeeeet victory! Kahit na nagcrucial tres na naman si Kobe. Luckily, may answer back na 3pointer clutch si Mason. :D

Watch tayo ng bball ng ICTUS boys sa VV4 on Sunday! Ask Marc for details. Yey, TommyV! I'll see u na again! Si Perci ndi pa rin nag-ggym. Ndi na siya tuloy suuuuuuuuuuper bango. :( Sige, basta pag grad ko David Becks bod na ayos lang. Basta may inuman, itext lang daw siya.

BAKIT MUKHANG ALCOHOL MGA ICTUS BOYS?

Peace tayo. Love ko kayong lahat. :p

...
Tambs, namiss kita sobra. Ang chilly pag gabi tapos magisa pa ko. Lakas ng fan pero takot ako makagat ng lamok ngayon. Fun magcamwhore though. Try nyo rin. Next time, semender na ako magmumunimuni.

Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


10ten10
Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


9nine9
PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


8eight8
Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

7seven7
KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


6six6
UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


5five5
Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


4four4
Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


3three3
Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


2two2
Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


1one1
Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

cOsWeGoNbEcOoLiKeThAtö
*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)

May not have gotten my Christmas wish
But I got something EVEN BETTER. :D
I am so smitten *aNdIbLuSh*
I laugh at myself.

No, I havent lost my sanity [yet?]
I didnt even get drunk at any party these past nights
As rendezvousing w JC I havent done in a while
Because Id like to keep THAT SHOT/MEM in my head a little longer. ;)

Did my subconscious make me do what my conscious wouldnt let me? /:l
Maybe "Blink" will help me figure it out.
But Im still at Murakami's "After Dark"
When will we travel together...to Tokyo...Driftdriftdriftttttt. ;)
[Because I want the adrenaline rush of drag racing but will satisfy myself w the annual car stuffing event of Upsilon.]

On my tenth and FINAL DAY of the 10-day program
Wasnt as difficult as it were a few months back
Maybe because that one equates to five years
Or that I didnt have THIS KIND OF DISTRACTION? :p
[Sheeet! That is just WRONG.]

But as I end what seemed like eternity
I ask myself "So what?"
Did it even have a bit of an effect on me?
Or maybe tis just time to let go?

Because Aims told me something Ive always known
[which I was following a few months back.]
And I actually am enjoying the holidays this year
But every now and then I am reminded of THAT
Then I get frustrated all over again. :l

Nevertheless, tis over; Im done. :D
But then, WHERE ARE YOU?
Because TIS BEEN A WHILE
["Are you nuts? Youll always be my baby," Kuya Cuz said.]
And I miss having that feeling.

Disclaimer:
No, Im not emo. My thoughts are just whacked up...even worse than the political situation in our country at present.

Still wanna learn the dance to Chris Brown's "Forever".

Just let it go.
Because most things come when you least expect them.
Youll be surprised.
I SURE WAS. ;)

BoomShakeDrop.
You can get me off my bed anytime.
Because you give me an impromptu workout sesh. :D
Play it one more time, Rico Pascual/Robles.

Then there were these:
ImReal(remix).CookieJar.FOREVER[Chris Brown is lufffÜ].ALAPAAP[Eraserheads is the best OPM band was and ever will beÜ].WAGNAWAGMONGSASABIHIN[Because Simbang Gabi days just ended and I miss my Xavier buddiesÜ].ENVELOPED IDEAS["Hoping it would be easier to sing out my enveloped ideas Trying pointlessly to understand Having nothing to say Just shadows what remains boxed inside"Ü]

Shoot!
Ure such a sweety. :)
If only...
That and THAT TOO. :l
Haha!
Guess WHO? ;)
That last message MADE ME SMILE.
I shouldnt be amazed.
Told u so! :p
In hs I learned "Chivalrys not dead."
Now Im realizing my standards are not too high. ;)
As David Archie's versh of "With You" plays on repeat mode on my phone. *bLuSh*

No, I didnt drink water from the beach.
[BEACH GIRLS,I miss you CbgRbgVbgHUbgHEbgÜ]
Neither was it strawberry margarita in my system.
[As I prefer the classic lemon oneö]
S-o-b-e-r.
Never been THIS sober. :))

Because daq reserved for the 31st.
And my alcohol tolerance is going down.
Sucks, doesnt it?
Dont worry, theres time to catch up still.
[But I have no plans of competing w anyoneö]

ÜBIGSMILEÜISMILEÜTHANKYOUÜURESUCHASWEETYABOVEEVERYTHINGELSEÜ

Hapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteö

Because tis mostly random thoughts inside this brain of mine but Pier One's strawberry margarita is good.Ü

The art of flirting is F-U-N. :p
*GASP*

My feet hurt. I heart my fushia heels though. :l

"Sweet Child of Mine" made my night at Emba Fly. :D
[Old school is forever love.]

Guns-n-Roses equates to childhood mems. :)

I miss drinking and dancing w my gurlies. I miss camwhoring at 5 Ipil. Whens our repeat of May4 inuman sesh? I promise not to sleep on the stairs anymore. ;)

ATC isnt really nice. I looked like a boy yday too. Tssssk! :l Thanks for laughing at me, Raf! But I still owe u one!

YEY! NIC GOT MY SNOW GLOBE ALREADY! :D
[MelufffshuuubigtimeHalfeeee!UretheBESTbutimstillBETTER.Har!]

Nic and I will backpack around the US in a few years. :)
But we can start w a trip to Macau so we can reminisce ur days in JTA sem. IMISSUBADLYBFF!

"Youve only been gone ten days but already Im wasting away." Im not emo; I just heart the Incubus song. ;)
Reminiscent of 2003? Heck no! That was sooooooo hs!

I need GJ tambs sesh w my BFF. Go home naaaaaaaa!ö


And one last note...

For a communication major, I suck at it.
Dang mediated communication! I cannot even say "Hi" in person. WHATTHEHECKRIGHT?ö
Hit me in the head. I need it more than Chesi does.

...and I said I wasnt drinking. :p

Two letters, three meanings.

JC is for Jill Celine.
Name of the egg ["baby"] I took care of for Morality class in third year hs. Yes, I left it in Sbux Podium. Luckily, my friends were still there. "Bad mother," Saym told me.
Remember who the "daddy" was? One word: moWdel. =))

JC is for Jose Cuervo.
My orgmates found it amusing I had a nickname even for this. :D
Teq is and will always be my fave liquor. I learned a few years back that this is not supposed to be taken as shots [teq cruda no more] but according to my friend, "they prolly just do not have fun friends to drink with." Har I say. :p

JC is for Jesus Christ.
"Nothing without faith, never without passion, all for Kuya Jess." :)

my fam --- because according to KUYA MON, “THE BABY WILL ALWAYS BE A BABY” and imma always be kuya cuz’s baby too! :p

my loved ones: ‘te ang, tito richard, nanay, tita ibe, lola, lolo, ate amy, cam --- miss u all tons. ill see u when i get there. :)

my luffffleeeei PBK whom i terribly miss --- ALWAYS AND FOREVER, GURLIES. :) hs was wonderful because i spent it w u. quoting chrissie from a few years back, “TO THE MOON AND BACK!” :) until we have a repeat of that may 4 inuman sleepover at 5 ipil or another baguio trip w “the fag” and mr. mogu in all his yellow bitterness! :D

my BFF who keeps me sane every time i lose more than just slippers...because being STUCK has never been this fun and crazy. BETTER HALF than whole! ;) --- but i am no longer stuck and rather effinly happy ‘bout it...because...because...JUST CAUSE. :p only you can fully understand my mental, retarded moments and for that ahhlufffffshuuutons! :-x

my GFs --- who wouldve thought id actually have a kada in UPd? though i always saw myself going to the state u, i didnt think id find people whom id feel so at home w the minute i meet them...for our failed gimiks and sleepovers to actually seeing each other...hopefully soon ‘nuff. missyouallltons! :)

ictus for the opportunity to hang out and bond w people i heart while sharing myself w others through its various programs --- tambs is home [in upd] more than cmc, love my cla kids, for the weekly school sessions [missing my old school mates!], i can play pusoy dos or K-5-10 any time, second sem best apps are the best [right, jules?Ü], and SEMENDERS with the ENGLISH CLUB [ate ally IS part of this.Ü] and the adorable h2o-making scruffy monkeys [who also camwhored w my cam---ahhlufffit!] =))

my other kadas and closest friends: sbk/tagaytay crew, kfc, party kada, 6bgs --- for all the mems of spontaneous chill out nights [and dinners till 10pm in katips!], failed gimiks [including watching “ju-on” at 11am in galle---gagamama and gagamboy!], clubbin nights, sleepovers and what-nots! :) ... to aims, pieee, dink, faith, ins, ‘te helen, kit, ‘te ich, ‘te lex --- the best bi*tches in the world!!! :D i love you gurlies smuch! to the povedans: annual christmas party this dec! wait for further details about the location and all that! :)

the boys i heart: xvian batch mates [for our uaap mems, phonin’ days and 24/7 simbang gabi kwentos], ateneo shotis [esp ato---for our “1802” xp and the sweety who will take care of eight drunken gurls again this summer], KD [though you left without saying ‘good bye’ but youll forever be my cutie sweety kuyaaaaa---even if i cannot call u that in public] and the ictus boys a.k.a. SCRUFFY MONKEYS [as i shall document one of your dota sesh and maybe understand what the fuss is all about---OBF!---the best inuman buddies but im not competing w u.]. :p

*coughs* for proving to me that: 1) my standards are not so high after all and 2) CHIVALRY’S NOT DEAD! *blush*

that controversial name on the board back in senior year hs --- because “there was never a cockier boy” than Peter Pan. :p

ghihardelli milkshakes from cheesecake etc, macadamia nut from gj, godiva hazelnut coffee [the best ive tasted], jaffa cakes from marks and spencer, OJ mango shake...jc, abs kurant, teq rose, margarita, blueberry cruisers, ateneo drink [c/o jules], jello shots w my darlin’ pbk at 5 ipil...fit ‘n right pine orange and four seasons! --- because DRINKING IS LUFFFFFFFFF. :D

my childhood alma mater pov because i STILL CANNOT SAY “IPIL” PROPERLY (even after my baguio lessions w yls and ‘te p) and have yet to speak spanish fluently --- upd because i came out from my comfort zone and realized that THERES SMUCH IVE YET TO SEE AND XP. :)

round neck black and/or white shirts --- because besides that i heart wearing ‘em, if a guy can look effin H-O-T wearing just that and a pair of jeans or shorts, he will sizzle in anything...at least from what ive seen! ;) [i.e. david beckham in his photo shoot]

the ictus boys for answering this question: WHY DO U GUYS ‘HATE’ CHRIS TIU? --- according to the scruffy monkeys who were also intoxicated during our bonfire night by the beach, how can they not ‘hate’ him when hes “smart, gwapo, magaling sa basketball, mayaman...” [okay. u get the gist.] thank youuuuuuuuu guys!!! iheartchuallforansweringthatHONESTLY. obf! :D

i still talk and act like a boy sometimes :D because 1) i still do not get the fuss w make-up, 2) imma always be a jeans and shorts kinda-girl, 3) bball is still the best sport there is! --- obf! 2-peat! go spursssssss!ö until parker and ginobili are back! chris paul is soooooo good! lebron james is a ball hog but hes amazing! :D

because boybands rock, guns-n-roses/nirvana/metallica are still the greatest, nothing beats 90s music; i will learn to do freestyle rapping one day, AM A FRUSTRATED DANCER BUT IMMA GO DANCIN’ W U ANYTIME [to nana, my original partner --- and reg, till the next semender!], BECAUSE PARTY MUSIC GETS ME UP ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. ;)

for 2 and 5 who have that secret power TO MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIME :D because no one does it better than you two! ;)

for my workout routine that i am VERY MUCH PASSIONATE ABOUT [as i push myself to make it a part of my daily routine except wednesdays]: aerobic striptease, hip hop moves and weight lifting --- no, tis not my pe as ive been doing this since first sem first year. i shall keep my this exercise between me and my room. ;) tis effin fun and imma learn the rest of the routines this dec! :D isolation moves are paiiiiiiinful but hip and body rolls are kewl! AM I DUMBER THAN DUMBELLS? =))

for hearing SELLING THE DRAMA BY LIVE last night in magic --- i do not even understand why i heart the song smuch but I JUST DO. :) ...because 1) to burn a crowd that has a name, 2) i know ive been here before, 3) now we won't be scarred like that and 4) “it's the way we sing that makes 'em dream.” :)

for the paaaaaaaaaartyyy songs ive been bouncing to since around 2pm today c/o hip 26 in rx --- WITH YOU [okay, tis not a party son but i heart it], RUN IT [my first chris brown fave], BEAUTIFUL [snoop dogg and pharell williams are geniuses], milkshake [third year mems in vv1 w nana at caliente frio], party people...whom i miss terribly along w camwhoring sesh on the dance floor! :D

for today i begin another chapter of my life...im helluva excited about it...a bit worried if ill be getting ‘nuff sleep in the weeks to come...but WILL LOVE EVERY SEC OF IT AS I WILL SPEND IT WITH KORINA AND LOUIE. iluvshugurliesmuch!

tis my SIXTH SIXTEENTH burdeiiiiiii and IMMA STAY SIXTEEN FOREVER. ;)

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teyyyyyyyynksskyuuuuuuuutoeveryonewhogreetedmeyday:venni.bff.ands.cris.’telex.tara.marc.pieee.cybs.chrissie.faith.mic.nana.mics.raf.nikka.aims.kor.chengy.yls.ayee.dink.’tep.ins.ate pat.bianx.chesi.ana.’tehelen.purple sis.abiÜ

PBK Ü iloveugurliesBIGTIME. i dont care if others forget as long as my wufffffffleiiii kada doesnt. ;) see yall this sat! yey! tis “stupid” chrissie’s burdeiiii already! choc fountain! babuyan sesh again! :D [will we camwhore as a complete kada this time?]

Thanks.
As I am no longer stuck.
Because I chose to be.
And I happy effinly happy. :)

I mustve looked like a retard.
Especially a week ago.
And I couldnt stop smiling.
Twas weird-ER than our "Miggy Smiles," I know!ö

Did you see those sparkling stars?
Or those were just my eyes twinkling in the night?
As I myself could not tell.
What the heck really happened?ö

Tell you what...
Imma let u in a lil secret.
Ü-Ü-Ü-Ü-Ü
If you didnt get that, BOO-HOO. :p

Maybe I drank too much
Maybe I drank too little
Might be sick of milky alcoholic drinks
But I will never tire of you, Teq Rose!
[as JC will always remain MY PARE BUT...ö] ;p

FNR Pine Orange and Four Seasons.
That makes PINK and ORANGE*oh-my-star*!
Or the fact Im back on my workout routine
And Im helluva lufffin' it! :D

For the isolation movements in the warm up
[where a turn is awfully painful]
For the hip and body rolls in the aerobic striptease
[tis just the basics but imma learn it all]
For hiphop moves Ill never get tired of doing
[even if theyre a bit old already]
ALL FOR THE LOVE OF DANCING! :D
[and BC says "ohwheeeeeee!"]

Because BoomShakeDrop sizzles! ;)

Okay. I spoke too soon.
HOW MANY TIMES WILL I HAVE TO EAT MY WORDS? :I

but...
But...
BUT ;)