Pammy's LJ

WISH IT WERE JUST INSOMNIA.
Cos I am a bit wee tired of THIS.


IF YOUR BODY MATCHES WHAT YOUR EYES CAN DO. :p
paralyzer.finger eleven


WANTS TO BACKPACK AROUND ASIA.

First stop:
North Vietnam.
To try their rice whiskey
Which seems a bit too strong
Even for the likes of travelogue host Anthony Bourdain. ;)


INSOMNIA.
My new fave.
On repeat mode.
:D
Dang!
I can listen to this for an entire day. :p

If It's Okay With You . Shayne Ward
I like how he dances.
Theres this certain gracefulness about it.
OR THATS JUST ME.
Dunno.
Just that I heart this song and the dance.
I like the cam shots where they show the footwork...
I like the splashing water part.


RETURN OF THE COMEBACKS.
I cannot believe Sel and Pau played dota again.
And I thought the bballers are...*mustkeephermouthshut*.
So now they can also be related to as SCRUFFY MONKEYS.
The most dreaded label for the ICTUS boys.
Hahaha! I'm just kidding!
I LOVE YOU SCRUFFIES! :)
After all, DOTA EQUATES TO FELLOWSHIP, right?
The way I see it...
Dota [and other activities like bball] are part of what bonds the mems and alumni
And for that I think this whole concept of reg sessions is beneficial.
For a cause...for a common good...
And that is to keep the relationship strong even after graduation.
[gaaaaawd, i miss my hs gurlies big time]


SO, THAT'S HOW TIS GON' BE, HUH?
Rudeness much? :l


I really think...
I LEFT MY HEART IN SAN FO.
[damn those Ghirardelli squares.]


"If you'll die tomorrow, why not today?"
Seriously.
Why not?
Cos SEEING YOU is getting a lil' TOO irritating.
Not helping me...NOT.ONE.BIT. :l

I AM CONSTANTLY DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE.
What's NOT wrong with me?

I need A BREAK FROM YOU.
BADLY.


HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.
So?
[MTV shoot this aft w Miggy.]


sssssSsssTUTTER.
Hell yeah.
I DO remember.
Fun times...FUN TIMES. :))
[plus THAT V RECENT MEM. har.]


PROLONGED AGONY.
[Yes, I mean it on both terms.]
Hoping FRIDAY will be the end of one of them.
As the other I am still working on.
[Yeah, RIGHT. Tssssk!] :l
No longer stuck...
Because five years was just 'nuff.
But WAS THERE A CONSCIOUS EFFORT on my part?
Doubt that.
Still, theres a NEW THING TO POUT ABOUT
As I constantly (AND WILLFULLY) DIG A DEEPER HOLE FOR MYSELF.
[Suicidal much? Haha! I say, JUST SMILE.] :D


BECAUSE BETTER DAYS ARE TO COME...
I KNOW IT...I JUST DO. ;)


Congratulations to Tito Guy and [now] Tita Trish (Chiongbian)!
To the start of a beautiful life together.
Welcome to the family, Trish!

Thursday aft
SATURATION POINT.
One more strike and you're out.
Because I've just had 'nuff.
Imma snap anytime soon.

Thanks, Edel. Felt smuch better after our talk. Sorry dozed off though. Was effin tired. :l


Friday night
Still pissed but a lot better.
Because even if...and that...
Still doesn't change the fact that...
Senti-slash-old school music helped me chill.

^How To Deal.Frankie J
^Gallery.Mario Vasquez
^Where Are You.Natalie feat. Justin Roman
^Tell Me It's Real.K-Ci & JoJo
^old school rnb and boybands ;p

"I've been trying too hard not to love you but I love you anyway...It's unbelievably hard to love you but I love you anyway..." - Love You Anyway.Boyzone

Sorry, Gabieee. Achi has her hang-ups too. :l
And let's keep THAT between the sibs. Shoti promise? ;)


Sat am
[Seth during CLA]
Silverware. Bakit? Ano ba yan? =))
[tis quite diff to teach that to the kids, dude! we start w fork-knife-spoon, okay?]
[Miggy over lunch at KFC Technohub]
Bobotohin. =))
[theres no such word, miggy. sa tingin mo iboboto pa kita ngayon? and u call me coño?]
[Rap over lunch]
Okay fine. He was just hot seat. The hirits still came mostly from us.
"Pick...the six girls or pwede na rin si Seth."
[talk about insult] :))


TIS A SMALL WORLD INDEED. :)
Right, Rap?
Because Rap knows my ACET 6'4 crush whom I learned (immediately after the exam) was gay.
[but not all vballers are gay, korina! and tis more fun to watch men's vball matches...univ of hawaii warriors!]
And that my friend, Tim, and Rap's older bro are kadas in DLSU.
Eventually you'll learn to study in the tambs, dude. ;)
[how did your ES1 exam go?]


Left 4 Dead, here I come.
As I need to take out my frustration on something
So I shall re-visit my childhood hobby.
Because guess who else is playing this?
[hahaha; i meant that as a joke.]

...
Sat aft spent at the tambs-slash-Shang w Nicole.
My bff is smitten.
But PICTURE OF YOU was meant for *coughs*.
As OVERJOYED and COLOURBLIND are staples on my playlist. :)


"I guess I've found my inspiration." ...but i missed *coughs* by a second. Dang! WHERE ARE YOU?


Excited with the SECRET VALENTINE proj of SecComm. :)

Still on my recovery stage after getting dengue
But already itching to have some weekend fun...

Friday.
Attended BC132 after forever.
Off by 1130 to school w KC, Dans and Renee.
[writing on each others' back]
Rushed to Ateneo for SD w Bro. Pat in LHS.
[let go of images]
Chilled at Sbux Katips w Aims.
[yey, i didnt flake on my biatch]
Drizzled, rained, poured effin hard.
[ndi ako basang sisiw...basa lang or CHICK LANG] ;)
Kat made an ICTUS song and Im part of it. :)
Cluster-ed w Marc and the apps.
[i do miss cluster sessions na rin]
Pusoy dos of Monsee, Kat, Marc and Gab.
[dont bully my shoti but how come u always lose, gab?] :(
Nic and Dana picked me from the tambs.
[twas raining and i didnt have my umbrella-ella]
Jap food craving satisfied w dinner at Tboy in Promenade.

*Thanks you two! I really missed hanging out w hs friends. Tis been a while.*


Saturday.
Frantic when Korina wasnt answering my calls or text messages.
[nasa mcdo katips 3am kasi]
Midsem gimik after CLA.
[yeyyyyyyyyy, KC CHAN!!!]
Mental ride w KC, Monsee and Ging.
[parang mga batang nag-aagawan ng mga bagay pero nag-share kami ng stuff namin]
At Boyd's Oasis but I'm not swimming.
[kasi ndi ako nasabihan na FORMAL SWIMMING ATTIRE pala; sorry, jako!]
MIDSEM GIMIK/BUDDY BONDING GAMES!!! :D
[si KC un "feeling app" at ako un mem kasi brown rulesssssssssiahluffshuKCChan]
Sub bud Monsee and app Emil won.
[pero kami kumain ng share ni "drew" dun sa cake habang naglalaro nang masayang game ng pusoy dos kung saan kami apat ay mabait sa isa't isa]

At HIM5 waiting for the boys for dinner.
[thus the couch, my new notebook and pen were my friends for the time being]
Struggled to write scripts but managed to do at least one and my storyboard.
DOTA took forever but I was amused somehow whenever they get excited at whatev it was that happened in their game.
[they sounded like little boys and that kept me entertained while waiting]
Dinner at SR Thai w Juano, Cris, Ron, Martin, Patcat, Trev, Saj, Rap and Gab.
[managed to guilt trip the two apps to stay w me-iloveubothforthis]
Went back to the scruffy monkeys' lair after eating.
[i wasnt the only one surprised as Gab and Rap already sat beside me on the couch]
Boys played dota; girls played Left 4 Dead/Zombies?
[and i managed to sleep on mr. comfy couch despite the noise]
Off for inuman at Meatshop Katips Ext.
[and i finally met selwyn aka kobe]
Rap had to go so he just dropped me and shoti off. :(
[as gab and i felt even more awkward being there]
Sat down, drinks came...let's toast!
I haven't drank beer since Cmas 2004.
[shiiiiiiit, kor...we dont drink beer...but for juano.]
Ashamed to admit it but I actually enjoyed the beer.
But hard liquor is still luffffffff.
[though i only drink jc and abs...granma?]
Shots...Granma...Wasn't bad either. :l
[oh-no! im beginning to be a cheap drunk now!] =))
Didnt feel too awkward around Juano this time.
[aight, raf. shy dude. but dang, he isnt from xavier! claret boys arent bad though.]
Left really early though. :(
[me and gabieee's thoughts: B-I-T-I-N]

~Met Oiks. Thought she was an English Club-er. She's from St. Bridget. I like the people there. They're nice.~

**For the love of ICTUS, I broke two rules tonight: not drinking beer and soda.**


Sunday.
Woke up effin tired.
Heard mass then just wanted to sleeeeeeeeeeeF.
[thats really spelled w an "f" cos we-cool-sibs]
- Never Leave You by Lumidee
- No Letting Go by Wayne Wonder
- Temperature by Sean Paul
Didn't I see I wanted to rest?
I'm a retard for getting up at the mere sound of these songs.
I cannot help it.
Hiphop really is love. :)

No one wanted to watch ICTUS bball w me.
But a promise is a promise.
So I went knowing I'll be looking weird watching alone.
But didn't I say I heart bball too?
Because pinky promised. ;)
And twas fun watching the alumni plus Raf.
[who still hasnt gone to have his foot checked...same thing w selwyn. boys will be boys. haaai.]
LSGH boys were good especially those youngsters who never tired of running back and forth.
[because our alumni do need to catch their breath more often] :p
*peace,ilufffuall*
1-1 isnt bad after all. ;)

**W barely any sleep....Because a promise is a promise...And that I heart ICTUS this much...I managed to drag myself to catch their bball match...JUST BECAUSE THEIR ICTUSIANS...so see u again next Sunday?**


Monday.
Slack off day.
Upload pics from waaaaaaaaay back when...
*coughscoughs*
'Cos that was soooooo 2-0-0-7! =))
[were so mean,bff]


Tuesday.
No prof; no BC123.
Stay home; yey!
Hornets vs
101-86
27pts 10 rebounds 15 assists.
Chris Paul.
*BOW*
Plus those amazing three-pointers from Peja Stojakovic in the fourth.
Bum plus WORKOUT, woohoo! :)
[im bored w this routine but 'til i find a replacement,itll have to do because summer is coming soon]
Tutorials sesh w Gab over YM.
[because i want me shoti to follow achi's footsteps]


Wednesday.
Like a furniture in the tambs.
[much like how i was last sat night in him5]
Be nice to my two fave apps during the interview: Shoti and Rap. :D
[and gab actually won in pusoy dos this time]
Was Korina nice to me Gabieee?
[hes my new shoti so scratch the old one, eh?] :p

Shoti's quotable quote
"Touch anything but the hair."
[ay gab. sablay na naman.] :l

"No Ma'am. I wasn't text messaging my boyfriend. Not applicable." - to Ma'am Jo during Comm140
But here's the best part...Guess who I was text messaging then. ;)
[laugh trip pero ewwwwwww]


...
Losing my interest in school altogether.
I need a break, i need a distraction.
A new hobby, maybe a new passion.
Because something "old" is turning older today. ;)

Maraming namamatay sa akala.
Buti nalang ndi ako isa doon.
Mild lang naman kasi si Mamang Lamok
Un dahilan bakit ako nagka-dengue.
[Ndi ako makata. Nakatatawa lang ako magsulat sa Filipino.]

Okay.
Too much of a struggle
When I should be resting my brain
Or I'll lose what's left of it even. :l

So apparently it wasn't merely trangkaso
Coupled w my asthma
But 'twas already dengue
Creeping into my system. :(

So I was bedridden for two days
Fever played around 38to40 degree C until Friday
Rashes came out on Saturday
Itching away and not letting me sleep until 6AM every day. /:l


Nevertheless
Thank you Kuya Jess
Because my dengue wasn't fatal
[Im one touch chick; ndi nga lang sisiw!ö]
That I can manage to joke around about my fateful illness now. :)


Still
I miss the tambs
ICTUS and everything about it
Especially my ENGLISH, DRESS CLUB and SINGLET LADIES. :-*
*Korina.Ysa.Reg.Louie.Monsee.Ging.Doreen*
[Get well soon, Korina!Ü]


As Dani and I will have our little reunion
Because we miss our hs days
In our dear lil' pink school
That one along polluted EDSA. :)
[Let's get 'te Cris, Joy, Carla, Marielle with the other alumnae and mems to join us too!Ü]


I also heart my Pieeee smuch
And my arms misses her violence and jumbo penmanship
And those little snacks wed share during class or at the waiting gate after
[Remember the gum? Honey stars and milk? Or those 'takas' afts to Galle to buy shirts?]
Because we'gon be tight like that foreva! :-*
[The necklace says "klingkling".ö]


...
Still do not understand whats w boys and dota.
I did get a taste of how some are when they don't get to play though.
I rest my case.
Tis scaaaaaaaaareeeeeh. :l
[I wasn't serious; you were just too argumentative.] :p


Films to see this 2009:
*Dead Poets Society - Robin Williams
*Prozac Nation - Christina Ricci
*Pulp Fiction - Dustin Hoffman
*Rashomon - Akiro Kurosawa is a genius
*Reality Bites - check!
*more indie and Wong Kar Wai stuff

Yes. Still on house arrest.
Bad trip kasi si Mr. Mosquito.
Ayaw akong patulugin pag gabi. :l

Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


10ten10
Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


9nine9
PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


8eight8
Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

7seven7
KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


6six6
UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


5five5
Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


4four4
Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


3three3
Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


2two2
Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


1one1
Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

cOsWeGoNbEcOoLiKeThAtö
*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)

Interview-slash-hang out at 'te Cris' place in GH. Girl talk made me miss our days in Pov. Some things really never change. Lets go English Club-ers! :D Because you can never take out the Povedan in us. :)

Watched Bubblegang shoot in GMA7. The spoof segment they have every week is effin diff to do apparently. Tis so meticulous shooting that part. Twas cool watching it though.

Immaculate Conception mass w Fr. Jboy, Bro. Pat, Ictusians and CLC people at Delaney. My first actually. Fr. Jboy broke the sad news. Bro. Pat gave his speech after the mass too. HEARTBREAKING. We want the Jesuits back! :((

At the dota place in Katips w Korina. Caught Saj and Ron outside Wok This Way. Ron pretended to be Don. Scruffy Monkeys made us wait 'til they lost in Zombie/s. [Twas funny hearing Martin's side comments while playing. Too bad twasnt dota. I really wanna watch the boys play the (in)famous game and document it for personal pleasure and as part of my vid collection.] Both Juano and Venni didnt want to be interviewed. Only Martin was up for it.
Ate Ally and Jules arrived at the latter part of Martin's interview too. :)

Kor: Sige, ilaglag mo nalang si Perci.
Pam: Yeah, ilaglag mo nalang si Perci...si Perci at Venni.
Martin: Bakit si Perci?
Juano: Onga, bakit si Perci?

[Tsk. Nevermind.]

Pam: Whos your ICTUS crush?
Martin: Wala. Ako un. Ako un ICTUS crush.
Kor/Pam: [violent reactions]
Ally: Si Julian crush ko...tapos na-realize ko, ndi pala.
Martin: Si Julian pala un number one, ako un sumunod.

[Is this what we waited up for, Korina?] :p

To Ron: Two words. TOUGH LOVE. I love you too even if you always tease me. :) Ill specifically bring chocolates for you next time. ;)

Thank you smuch to the alumni who let us interview them! :D
Dani.Paulo.Mark.Perci.Jobert.'te Cris.Ron.Saj.Martin.

To Pat and Carla, sorry we werent able to shoot you anymore. :(