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April 15th, 2009

three developments

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ONE.
addicted to keri hilson's new song.
HEY GIRL (PATRON TEQUILA).
go figure what caught my attention 'nuff for me to search for it online. ;)
been listening to it since this aft.
despite the (how do i say this nicely?) not-so-nice lyrics. :p
"I'M ON PATRON TEQUILA I'M DRUNK OFF MARGARITAS"
margarita IS my fave cocktail after all. ;)



TWO.
i don't have diabetes.
in fact, i am HYPOGLYCEMIC! :)
fantastic!
now mom is bugging me about not drinking soda.
hello! i've been doing that for years, meHn!
then dad joins the homily sheez
about not eating properly.
have u not seen me eat lately? i haven't followed my "no rice and meat for dinner weeks ago!*

BUT THE SUGAR RUSH I NEED IS NOT EDIBLE. :p
as i say, "welcome back home." hahaha!


THREE.
ysa is home
and we're fixing the semender details.
BATANGAS, HERE WE COMEEEEEE!!! :D
going on a road trip w her this sunday to check out the resorts. ;)

tis stressful planning something like this
hope the outcome will be worth it all this. :l
...just like PBK IN BAGUIO w the FAG and MR. MOGU in all his yellow bitterness. :D



April 5th, 2009

party deprivation

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IS PARTY DEPRIVED.

paaaarteeei music from  baguio [feed from the event rx is having there] is NOT helping.

i have been bouncing [in my seat] and going crazy for the past four hours.

...but is lufffffin' the MIXES the DJ has been MAKING.

...but...but...BUT...MISSES A "DJ"  MORE.
cue: I FELL IN LOVE W THE DJ by che'nelle
as the song literally played while i was writing this
[hahaha! going all emo? where'd that come from?!?]


March 4th, 2009

WISH IT WERE JUST INSOMNIA.
Cos I am a bit wee tired of THIS.


IF YOUR BODY MATCHES WHAT YOUR EYES CAN DO. :p

paralyzer.finger eleven


WANTS TO BACKPACK AROUND ASIA.

First stop:
North Vietnam.
To try their rice whiskey
Which seems a bit too strong
Even for the likes of travelogue host Anthony Bourdain. ;)



INSOMNIA.
My new fave.
On repeat mode.
:D
Dang!
I can listen to this for an entire day. :p

If It's Okay With You . Shayne Ward
I like how he dances.
Theres this certain gracefulness about it.
OR THATS JUST ME.
Dunno.
Just that I heart this song and the dance.
I like the cam shots where they show the footwork...
I like the splashing water part.


RETURN OF THE COMEBACKS.
I cannot believe Sel and Pau played dota again.
And I thought the bballers are...*mustkeephermouthshut*.
So now they can also be related to as SCRUFFY MONKEYS.
The most dreaded label for the ICTUS boys.
Hahaha! I'm just kidding!
I LOVE YOU SCRUFFIES! :)
After all, DOTA EQUATES TO FELLOWSHIP, right?

The way I see it...
Dota [and other activities like bball] are part of what bonds the mems and alumni
And for that I think this whole concept of reg sessions is beneficial.
For a cause...for a common good...
And that is to keep the relationship strong even after graduation.

[gaaaaawd, i miss my hs gurlies big time]


SO, THAT'S HOW TIS GON' BE, HUH?
Rudeness much? :l


I really think...
I LEFT MY HEART IN SAN FO.
[damn those Ghirardelli squares.]


"If you'll die tomorrow, why not today?"
Seriously.
Why not?
Cos SEEING YOU is getting a lil' TOO irritating.
Not helping me...NOT.ONE.BIT. :l


I AM CONSTANTLY DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE.
What's NOT wrong with me?

I need A BREAK FROM YOU.
BADLY.


HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.
So?

[MTV shoot this aft w Miggy.]


sssssSsssTUTTER.
Hell yeah.
I DO remember.
Fun times...FUN TIMES. :))

[plus THAT V RECENT MEM. har.]


PROLONGED AGONY.
[Yes, I mean it on both terms.]
Hoping FRIDAY will be the end of one of them.
As the other I am still working on.
[Yeah, RIGHT. Tssssk!] :l

No longer stuck...
Because five years was just 'nuff.
But WAS THERE A CONSCIOUS EFFORT on my part?

Doubt that.
Still, theres a NEW THING TO POUT ABOUT
As I constantly (AND WILLFULLY) DIG A DEEPER HOLE FOR MYSELF.

[Suicidal much? Haha! I say, JUST SMILE.] :D


BECAUSE BETTER DAYS ARE TO COME...
I KNOW IT...I JUST DO. ;)



Congratulations to Tito Guy and [now] Tita Trish (Chiongbian)!
To the start of a beautiful life together.
Welcome to the family, Trish!



February 22nd, 2009

here i go again :l

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If I get rushed to the hospital because of an injury due to exercising,
Don't be surprised (as I, myself, won't be).

I have a tendency to do movements I haven't done in a while
[like reverse crunches w leg lifts]
Which can result to me getting hurt yet again.
Tis as if I never learn.
But I do. :)
I just am a bit stubborn that I do not follow. :p
Right now.

 


Reverse crunches are fun to do! 
[tis really easy to do in fact]
I learned that from stretching class actually.
That was during my first year first sem in UPd.
Just that my left shoulder hurt a bit earlier.
But oh well...
Exercise must continue. :p



Anyone want to teach me a new hiphop routine?
Something to replace my old school dance workout...
Cos I am getting pretty bored w it already.
It'll lose its magic soon. :l



BUT I'LL NEVER TIRE OF DANCING...
Even if I cannot exactly dance...
Tis called 'passion', tis l-o-v-e.
:)



CONFUSED.
J-J-JADED.
A sesh w Bro. Pat or a retreat will be good.
But I gotta DECIDE SOON. :l


February 12th, 2009

HALIMAW SI CHRIS PAUL.
Grabe.
Kahit talo.
[89-77 vs Celtics]
Un lang.
*bow*


My Ghirardelli arrived yday.
Shit.
I didnt know they were expensive.
San Fo, baby! :-*


FAST AND THE FURIOUS...OLD PARTS, NEW MODEL"
Can't wait!
Who wants to watch it w me??? :D
Let me know, yeyey!


Yes, I can boy talk. ;)
I ain't no sporty chick
[ayan na naman ang sisiw]
But I heart bball, men's vball, euro footy, f1 and even golf!
But I'll pick dancing over any of that any day.


Me and my boy-ish loves...
But I still love boys more.
Hahaha!
This is what lack of sleep sounds like. :p



February 11th, 2009

music and dance

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I want a SUPER PROXY shirt. :D
Preferably in black.
But white will do since tis almost summer.
Francis M-Ely Buendia collab. *bow*


My jologs self took over this aft.
Went on an OPM listening sesh.
[do you remember the introvoys and neocolors? ...i thought so.] :))
And reconnected w my love for the music of the 70s/80s.
"Rosanna" and "Pamela" of Toto.
[vain much? nah. only learned they had that song last year!]


"Dancing should be freeing. If you're stuck on something, you shouldnt be dancing." :)

- taken from the Korean film Innocent Steps
[har. is that why I still suck at it?] :))


Yey! My SV ym-ed me this evening. I have a gift already! I just havta go to SC to get it though. :)
[Thanks, SV! I'm sure Imma like it.]


Inuman on Monday aft? If GING, MONSEE and KOR are coming...Count me in! ;)
[gotta fix summer vacs/trips soon! imma intern to so sheeeeez. lunch w me in galle or mega, people!]

January 19th, 2009

what i missed

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Im not a convincing alcoholic Ma'am Malou said.
And no one will believe me when I say I'm no partyholic either. :l
> Prod work? Erm...Not really.

Memcomm people are so competitive.
But okay fine, we're nerds.
[UAAP 08 MVP Rabeh Al-Hussaini. Shiiiiiit! Pressure!]
> I really missed ICTUS. Theyre luffff. :-*

Dinner at TOSH TechnoHub w Korina, Louie, Ana, Ging, Monsee and Venni.
Vodka Cruiser Lychee is yummy.
[Mom didn't get mad that I drank. In any case, tis just one bottle and tis just Cruiser. Thanks, Venni! Next time TR.]
> Miss eating at TOSH and having Vodka Cruiser too.

Eraserheads reunion concert part two set for March 7.
Confirmed by Raimund Marasigan.
> How can you NOT miss the Eraserheads? Heart the CD! :)

Dance like a lunatic.
You can always claim you were sick. ;)
> Miss dancing and those party days.

"Lean Like a Cholo."
That just proved my point earlier.
> Hiphop and old school shit is the best! :D

I'm still recovering from getting dengue.
I need to rest more and I'm haven't been doing this.
> I miss being healthy.

I started itching again.
No, I cannot get sick anymore.
> I miss not being paranoid.

Selwyn! Bball again next Sunday, okay?
Jobert! Summer sexy bod by March, yes?
> Okay. I miss you both too? :p

BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS MY BEST FRIEND.
REALLY SUCKS I HAVEN'T SEEN NIC IN WEEKS. :((
> Halfeeeeee! When will I see you?
[Haha! Your happy crush asked me that last year I think.]

January 3rd, 2009

even better-r-r :)

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Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

even betetr :)

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Better than any booze or fireworks display. :)

Twas difficult having to spend my new year's eve at another family's house.
Even if it was still technically fam
It just didnt feel right that I wont be w mom, dad and my bro.
But that was my decision.

Despite being stuffed w great food and good booze
[But the teq rose was not 'nuff] :(
It still saddened me I was away from home.
But as 12 midnight neared
Everything seemed to fall into place.

Text messages kept flooding my phone
Which at certain points already irritated me
But I was nevertheless happy
Because *iGoTtAkEePtHiStOmYsElFtHiStImEaNdJuStFlAsHaBiGsMiLe* :D

...
But more than sounding like a mental hs girl
[Oh heck N-O! Thats just WRONG.]
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I SPENT IT W TRISH
As we FINALLY got to TALK
And settle the issues that weve both been trying to avoid for months.

So even if I only had four hours of sleep
[Because we talked until 6AM]
And had my first meal for 2009 alone
[As Trish and Mands were still in lalaland when I got up.]
It didnt matter because my cousin and I are finally BACK
So YOU-ALL-WATCH-OUT!
[Because no one hurts my baby and walks out just-like-that.]

We didnt get drunk
We barely even camwhored
But we accomplished what we set out to do
And for that my Dec31/Jan1 is complete.

...
Then I spent the evening of Jan1 w older cuzies
[W 'te Es, Kuya Bej, 'te Nam, Kuya Mon, Kuya Jon, 'te Karen, 'te Ice, Trish and Mands]
Which I havent done in years
But because tita told me to look after the two kiddos
I stayed until the drinking was over
[W my bottles of Fit 'n Right.]

And we had the best laughs
Talking about random things (and people not present then)
W our occasional pics w the help of Tito Norman's tripod
Until the booze was finished.

...
2-0-0-8 was a wonderful year indeed
Though I think I spent more time w friends this year
Thus Imma make up for it soon
Because no matter how tight a relationship u have w friends
Tis always fam ull come running back to in the end. :D
[But I DO LOVE U ALL, MY GURLIES/DUDES.] :p

To Trish:
Just like what Kuya Mon told me a few years back, "The baby will always be a baby." I luffff u, BC. :-* Heres to more sleepless sleepovers, teq rose and Emba nights and walks around the resort in Anilao while we scare ourselves with FK because we forgot to bring money to drink at the bar! ;)
...Because weve wasted months not talking and THAT SUCKED REAL BAD cos I MISSED MY BABY SMUCH. :(

And I want to learn the dance to Beyonce's "Single Ladies." ;)
And I cannot wait for the ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT ANYMORE. :D
[Because that was the only thing that made my 0-8 incomplete.] :(

Thank You, Kuya Jess. :)

December 30th, 2008

why my 08 rocked

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Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


10ten10
Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


9nine9
PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


8eight8
Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

7seven7
KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


6six6
UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


5five5
Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


4four4
Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


3three3
Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


2two2
Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


1one1
Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

cOsWeGoNbEcOoLiKeThAtö
*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)
May not have gotten my Christmas wish
But I got something EVEN BETTER. :D
I am so smitten *aNdIbLuSh*
I laugh at myself.

No, I havent lost my sanity [yet?]
I didnt even get drunk at any party these past nights
As rendezvousing w JC I havent done in a while
Because Id like to keep THAT SHOT/MEM in my head a little longer. ;)

Did my subconscious make me do what my conscious wouldnt let me? /:l
Maybe "Blink" will help me figure it out.
But Im still at Murakami's "After Dark"
When will we travel together...to Tokyo...Driftdriftdriftttttt. ;)
[Because I want the adrenaline rush of drag racing but will satisfy myself w the annual car stuffing event of Upsilon.]

On my tenth and FINAL DAY of the 10-day program
Wasnt as difficult as it were a few months back
Maybe because that one equates to five years
Or that I didnt have THIS KIND OF DISTRACTION? :p
[Sheeet! That is just WRONG.]

But as I end what seemed like eternity
I ask myself "So what?"
Did it even have a bit of an effect on me?
Or maybe tis just time to let go?

Because Aims told me something Ive always known
[which I was following a few months back.]
And I actually am enjoying the holidays this year
But every now and then I am reminded of THAT
Then I get frustrated all over again. :l

Nevertheless, tis over; Im done. :D
But then, WHERE ARE YOU?
Because TIS BEEN A WHILE
["Are you nuts? Youll always be my baby," Kuya Cuz said.]
And I miss having that feeling.

Disclaimer:
No, Im not emo. My thoughts are just whacked up...even worse than the political situation in our country at present.

Still wanna learn the dance to Chris Brown's "Forever".

December 29th, 2008

Just let it go.
Because most things come when you least expect them.
Youll be surprised.
I SURE WAS. ;)

BoomShakeDrop.
You can get me off my bed anytime.
Because you give me an impromptu workout sesh. :D
Play it one more time, Rico Pascual/Robles.

Then there were these:
ImReal(remix).CookieJar.FOREVER[Chris Brown is lufffÜ].ALAPAAP[Eraserheads is the best OPM band was and ever will beÜ].WAGNAWAGMONGSASABIHIN[Because Simbang Gabi days just ended and I miss my Xavier buddiesÜ].ENVELOPED IDEAS["Hoping it would be easier to sing out my enveloped ideas Trying pointlessly to understand Having nothing to say Just shadows what remains boxed inside"Ü]

Shoot!
Ure such a sweety. :)
If only...
That and THAT TOO. :l
Haha!
Guess WHO? ;)
That last message MADE ME SMILE.
I shouldnt be amazed.
Told u so! :p
In hs I learned "Chivalrys not dead."
Now Im realizing my standards are not too high. ;)
As David Archie's versh of "With You" plays on repeat mode on my phone. *bLuSh*

No, I didnt drink water from the beach.
[BEACH GIRLS,I miss you CbgRbgVbgHUbgHEbgÜ]
Neither was it strawberry margarita in my system.
[As I prefer the classic lemon oneö]
S-o-b-e-r.
Never been THIS sober. :))

Because daq reserved for the 31st.
And my alcohol tolerance is going down.
Sucks, doesnt it?
Dont worry, theres time to catch up still.
[But I have no plans of competing w anyoneö]

ÜBIGSMILEÜISMILEÜTHANKYOUÜURESUCHASWEETYABOVEEVERYTHINGELSEÜ

Hapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteöHapi24thBurdeiAteö

December 22nd, 2008

Because tis mostly random thoughts inside this brain of mine but Pier One's strawberry margarita is good.Ü

The art of flirting is F-U-N. :p
*GASP*

My feet hurt. I heart my fushia heels though. :l

"Sweet Child of Mine" made my night at Emba Fly. :D
[Old school is forever love.]

Guns-n-Roses equates to childhood mems. :)

I miss drinking and dancing w my gurlies. I miss camwhoring at 5 Ipil. Whens our repeat of May4 inuman sesh? I promise not to sleep on the stairs anymore. ;)

ATC isnt really nice. I looked like a boy yday too. Tssssk! :l Thanks for laughing at me, Raf! But I still owe u one!

YEY! NIC GOT MY SNOW GLOBE ALREADY! :D
[MelufffshuuubigtimeHalfeeee!UretheBESTbutimstillBETTER.Har!]

Nic and I will backpack around the US in a few years. :)
But we can start w a trip to Macau so we can reminisce ur days in JTA sem. IMISSUBADLYBFF!

"Youve only been gone ten days but already Im wasting away." Im not emo; I just heart the Incubus song. ;)
Reminiscent of 2003? Heck no! That was sooooooo hs!

I need GJ tambs sesh w my BFF. Go home naaaaaaaa!ö


And one last note...

For a communication major, I suck at it.
Dang mediated communication! I cannot even say "Hi" in person. WHATTHEHECKRIGHT?ö
Hit me in the head. I need it more than Chesi does.

...and I said I wasnt drinking. :p

December 19th, 2008

chris spells h-o-t

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Because I think guys named Chris are hot (or at least these three)...Ü

Chris TIU :D
Need I say more?
Christopher John Alandy Dy Tiu. Graduated cumlaude w a degree in Management Engineering from A-D-M-U. Consistent dean's lister. Former SK Chair and now Councilor in Urda Vill. Why lotsa people started watching UAAP games. Pathetic but true. Oh yes, HE DID REMEMBER ME. [Should I even be proud of that?] So as long as Chris doesnt tell Tim [his cousin-slash-my friend] what I did, WERE GOOD. :p

[Si Kor nilaglag ako about liking Chris sa tita nya...who happens to be Chris' auntie. Thanks, Korina! Love talga kita! Haha!]

Chris BROWN :)
Maybe if the lighting at the dance scene in "Forever" was better, I will figure out how to do it too. NO, IM NOT A RACIST. :p I just dont get the logic behind that part. Nevertheless, I heart Chris Brown. Tis wonderful watching him busta move! Run it! With You! Wall to Wall too! :D

Chris PAUL ;)
Why I made this entry. Because HE IS ANNOYINGLY HOT ON THE COURT BUT I KNOW WHERE MY LOYALTY LIES...Spurs forever! [IheartyouParker!Ü] He made a record of having a steal in 106 consecutive games. Good job! :o
How old is this dude? He looks pretty young compared to most of the players in the NBA.

I wanna be paid for my hobby just like Chris Paul. *BOW*

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Short notes (not for any Chris though):

BFF Ü Have fun in HK! Remember my almond cookies and snow globe! Yey! And oh, tell Mickey and Minnie I miss them too! =)) <---Santas little helper has been working double shifts lately. Tis the Cmas season again! I miss these! :)) See u on the 29th! Daaaaaaaate ulit? :p

Gab Ü Best app! Will kidnap u again soon! Emba or Fiama? Or maybe Bureau? Bacardi 151 has been trying to get my attention for two weeks now. But definitely, no more Zesto for you! :))

Raf Ü I miss THAT Raf but okay, lets have that tryin'-be-a-nigga-Rafael instead. Boo wifi. Haha! :p

Seth Ü Thanks for answering THAT. Benta ka, Seth! Laugh trip un. Pero secret pa rin natin un. Ssshhh. ;)

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To my darlin POV GURLIES:
Annual Cmas party
December 27 Saturday 6pm onwards
38 San Fo Street, Barangay Kapitolyo, Pasig City
[Debuque residence]
Wear VINTAGE. Exchange gift worth P200.

December 17th, 2008

ictus weekend

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December 12. Friday.
Jamming w Sir Deo in BC132. Did you know that these songs [I Started a Joke.Lover's Moon.Pare Ko.Passenger Seat.Song For You.Turn your Lights Down Low.When You Say Nothing at All.Your Love] have the same chords?

Hang out at the tambs. Wait for Nic. Kwento w Nic. *Omg! He is so thin now! Can I have your shirt, dude? Ahlufffit! Youre an effin stalker, Nic! Good job!* School w Friday aft people. Nic joined us. Im a grape who likes to plan gimiks, vacs and parties.

MEMS' CMAS PARTY. UP street food galore. Not the biggest fan but itll suffice for the time being. GAME TIME! Showdown of the boys. *GAB, U MAKE KOR AND I PROUD AND SPEECHLESS. GOOD JOB, BEST APP! ;)* Dinner at Wok This Way w Venni then off to Cantina for drinks w Korina, Louie, Lui [aka bagay sa kanya ang kulot] and Joez. Saw my biatch after months! *Miss you much, Aims! Well drink soon.*

December 13. Saturday.
CLA Cmas party. Still effin tired but for the love of the kids and Korina. Made name tags c/o the CN stickers meant for the kids. :p Put on tattoos also meant for the kids. :p Less kids showed up compared to last year. Had smuch food to spare so we ate and brought the rest to CAT. Kids enjoyed the games Monsee and Jako prepared. :)

CAT Cmas party. Stayed behind the tambs for Alumni Homecoming stuff. Kwento w Edel while we did the homecoming sign thingy. Off to Katips to bathe at Aims' condo. More kwento. [I missed my biatch smuch!]

Alumni Homecoming. Walked from...to...ö [Ssshh! Dont tell dad!] Effin late. Not many came. Didnt miss much. Finally met Dennis Arroyo though. No inuman. Went home w Korina. Im sleepingover! :D

S-S-Stutterrrrrrr.
Because SPONGEBOB IS THE NEW PATRICK. ;) Ahlufffit!
[Remember Gio Limjoco, BC?ö]

St. Therese's Cmas party. Dinner = yum! Kor and I effin tired and a bit bored. Kor's mom tells us shell introduce us to Dr. Sanchez's kid whos also from UP [in our minds: asa na kilala namin!]...and an Ictusian [now this made us think]. Few minutes later...

Kor and I: OH-MY-GUSSSSSSSH! GAAAAAAAAAAB!ö

We...were...more...than...suprised. :D

We couldnt believe ourselves even half an hour later. We were still laughing about the whole situation. Kwento and more kwento. Convincing Gab to join us in the ICTUS Centennial Run. GAB SAID YES. But he also couldnt believe he agreed to that. *Good job, Korina!*

Sleepover at Kor's! She was pretty much awake but I was effin tired. Dozed off while she was bathing. *Sorry, Korina!*

December 14. Sunday.
Korina woke me up past 3. Shower, dress up. Off to UPd. Drop by to KIDNAP GAB. Struggle to get to UP Theatre. NO LETTING GO by Wayne Wonder playing on RX. :D [Luffthesong!] Finally arrived at the set-up area. ---Joelle, we have a surprise!!! Gab!!!Ü--- Chilly morning w Korina, Monsee, Nons, Joelle, Trev, Jako, Marc and Gab. Monsee and I pretended we were in a club paaaartying. :D The party music kept me awake and alive. I didnt feel lethargic despite having only two hours of sleep (though Korina had only one). Iluffffffthesedanceablebeats! :D Camwhored w Monsee again. Then little by little, people arrived and the race began.

Highlights of the Run:
~ The "I love you Kor/Monsee/Nons" move as we transfer the sweat from tearing the singlet stub of the racers to the Ictusian. But really, I love you all! Hahaha! :p
~ CHICTUS and ICTUS crush w Dingdong Dantes!!! :D Ahhhh! All the ICTUS girls ran from the tents to have a pic w D3. He was pretty nice and I was suprised to see how white he was!

then he came to our tents to get his singlet...
Monsee: Uhm...hi. What size?
D3: Large.
Monsee: *grins*

[from the back part of the tent]
D3: Uhm, excuse me...Pdeng palitan ng size?
Pam: Sure. What size?
D3: XL.
Pam: Okay, here.
D3: I owe you tickets ha.
Pam: Yeah. :D
[Yes, he really does owe me UAAP tickets!]

Walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako and Gab after fixing up. Girl talk while the two boys had their own conversation going. *No, Jako! We werent talking about you boys! Feeling! Hahaha!*

Then we gave FUNNY XP a whole new meaning...ö
[pang-logbook kwento number two for me and Kor]
Jako left his sneakers at the set-up area. Kor and I offered to come along. Jako said no but we insisted. Walk back to UP Theatre; twas pretty hot already by then.

Kor: Jako, if mahanap mo rubbershoes mo, libre mo kami. If ndi, libre mo pa rin kami. ;)

Jako found his sneaks...and theres even a bonus that came w that! SIX MONOBLOC CHAIRS WE LEFT!!! =)) Jako again insisted to carry them himself. But we said no. So each of us had to drag along two monoblocs back to the tambs. We were effin tired. Barely any rest since Friday. ICTUSIANS NEVER GET TIRED...OR AT LEAST THEY HAVE CHAIRS TO SIT ON WHEN THEY DO! =)) The walk back to the tambs was hilarious! We were laughing so hard the entire time and that made it all the more diff to carry the chairs! It was such a struggle! We felt like weve been walking for so long already that...THE THREE OF US LITERALLY SAT DOWN ON THE CHAIRS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACAD OVAL! [pics to be posted soon] =)) Thus the Chair Movers Club. :) After that photo-op we had, we continued walking. We were only at the tennis court area when we saw a gray Fortuner coming our way. It was Korina's caaaaaar!!!ö Good thing the chairs fit and that ended our laborious feat. :)

Back to the tambs. Rode the car. Gab dozed off before we even left the UP premises. And then finally home to rest.


THANK YOU to everyone who came and participated at the UP ICTUS Centennial Run! We raised P22k for the kids and scholars! Good job, Ictus!Ü

To Saj, Ron, Cris, Jobert and the ICTUS couple: One more time! ;)

Congrats, guys! Another successful event! :)

NWF, NWP, AFKUYAJESS. :)
I LOVE YOU, ICTUS! :)

November 17th, 2008

my fam --- because according to KUYA MON, “THE BABY WILL ALWAYS BE A BABY” and imma always be kuya cuz’s baby too! :p

my loved ones: ‘te ang, tito richard, nanay, tita ibe, lola, lolo, ate amy, cam --- miss u all tons. ill see u when i get there. :)

my luffffleeeei PBK whom i terribly miss --- ALWAYS AND FOREVER, GURLIES. :) hs was wonderful because i spent it w u. quoting chrissie from a few years back, “TO THE MOON AND BACK!” :) until we have a repeat of that may 4 inuman sleepover at 5 ipil or another baguio trip w “the fag” and mr. mogu in all his yellow bitterness! :D

my BFF who keeps me sane every time i lose more than just slippers...because being STUCK has never been this fun and crazy. BETTER HALF than whole! ;) --- but i am no longer stuck and rather effinly happy ‘bout it...because...because...JUST CAUSE. :p only you can fully understand my mental, retarded moments and for that ahhlufffffshuuutons! :-x

my GFs --- who wouldve thought id actually have a kada in UPd? though i always saw myself going to the state u, i didnt think id find people whom id feel so at home w the minute i meet them...for our failed gimiks and sleepovers to actually seeing each other...hopefully soon ‘nuff. missyouallltons! :)

ictus for the opportunity to hang out and bond w people i heart while sharing myself w others through its various programs --- tambs is home [in upd] more than cmc, love my cla kids, for the weekly school sessions [missing my old school mates!], i can play pusoy dos or K-5-10 any time, second sem best apps are the best [right, jules?Ü], and SEMENDERS with the ENGLISH CLUB [ate ally IS part of this.Ü] and the adorable h2o-making scruffy monkeys [who also camwhored w my cam---ahhlufffit!] =))

my other kadas and closest friends: sbk/tagaytay crew, kfc, party kada, 6bgs --- for all the mems of spontaneous chill out nights [and dinners till 10pm in katips!], failed gimiks [including watching “ju-on” at 11am in galle---gagamama and gagamboy!], clubbin nights, sleepovers and what-nots! :) ... to aims, pieee, dink, faith, ins, ‘te helen, kit, ‘te ich, ‘te lex --- the best bi*tches in the world!!! :D i love you gurlies smuch! to the povedans: annual christmas party this dec! wait for further details about the location and all that! :)

the boys i heart: xvian batch mates [for our uaap mems, phonin’ days and 24/7 simbang gabi kwentos], ateneo shotis [esp ato---for our “1802” xp and the sweety who will take care of eight drunken gurls again this summer], KD [though you left without saying ‘good bye’ but youll forever be my cutie sweety kuyaaaaa---even if i cannot call u that in public] and the ictus boys a.k.a. SCRUFFY MONKEYS [as i shall document one of your dota sesh and maybe understand what the fuss is all about---OBF!---the best inuman buddies but im not competing w u.]. :p

*coughs* for proving to me that: 1) my standards are not so high after all and 2) CHIVALRY’S NOT DEAD! *blush*

that controversial name on the board back in senior year hs --- because “there was never a cockier boy” than Peter Pan. :p

ghihardelli milkshakes from cheesecake etc, macadamia nut from gj, godiva hazelnut coffee [the best ive tasted], jaffa cakes from marks and spencer, OJ mango shake...jc, abs kurant, teq rose, margarita, blueberry cruisers, ateneo drink [c/o jules], jello shots w my darlin’ pbk at 5 ipil...fit ‘n right pine orange and four seasons! --- because DRINKING IS LUFFFFFFFFF. :D

my childhood alma mater pov because i STILL CANNOT SAY “IPIL” PROPERLY (even after my baguio lessions w yls and ‘te p) and have yet to speak spanish fluently --- upd because i came out from my comfort zone and realized that THERES SMUCH IVE YET TO SEE AND XP. :)

round neck black and/or white shirts --- because besides that i heart wearing ‘em, if a guy can look effin H-O-T wearing just that and a pair of jeans or shorts, he will sizzle in anything...at least from what ive seen! ;) [i.e. david beckham in his photo shoot]

the ictus boys for answering this question: WHY DO U GUYS ‘HATE’ CHRIS TIU? --- according to the scruffy monkeys who were also intoxicated during our bonfire night by the beach, how can they not ‘hate’ him when hes “smart, gwapo, magaling sa basketball, mayaman...” [okay. u get the gist.] thank youuuuuuuuu guys!!! iheartchuallforansweringthatHONESTLY. obf! :D

i still talk and act like a boy sometimes :D because 1) i still do not get the fuss w make-up, 2) imma always be a jeans and shorts kinda-girl, 3) bball is still the best sport there is! --- obf! 2-peat! go spursssssss!ö until parker and ginobili are back! chris paul is soooooo good! lebron james is a ball hog but hes amazing! :D

because boybands rock, guns-n-roses/nirvana/metallica are still the greatest, nothing beats 90s music; i will learn to do freestyle rapping one day, AM A FRUSTRATED DANCER BUT IMMA GO DANCIN’ W U ANYTIME [to nana, my original partner --- and reg, till the next semender!], BECAUSE PARTY MUSIC GETS ME UP ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. ;)

for 2 and 5 who have that secret power TO MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIME :D because no one does it better than you two! ;)

for my workout routine that i am VERY MUCH PASSIONATE ABOUT [as i push myself to make it a part of my daily routine except wednesdays]: aerobic striptease, hip hop moves and weight lifting --- no, tis not my pe as ive been doing this since first sem first year. i shall keep my this exercise between me and my room. ;) tis effin fun and imma learn the rest of the routines this dec! :D isolation moves are paiiiiiiinful but hip and body rolls are kewl! AM I DUMBER THAN DUMBELLS? =))

for hearing SELLING THE DRAMA BY LIVE last night in magic --- i do not even understand why i heart the song smuch but I JUST DO. :) ...because 1) to burn a crowd that has a name, 2) i know ive been here before, 3) now we won't be scarred like that and 4) “it's the way we sing that makes 'em dream.” :)

for the paaaaaaaaaartyyy songs ive been bouncing to since around 2pm today c/o hip 26 in rx --- WITH YOU [okay, tis not a party son but i heart it], RUN IT [my first chris brown fave], BEAUTIFUL [snoop dogg and pharell williams are geniuses], milkshake [third year mems in vv1 w nana at caliente frio], party people...whom i miss terribly along w camwhoring sesh on the dance floor! :D

for today i begin another chapter of my life...im helluva excited about it...a bit worried if ill be getting ‘nuff sleep in the weeks to come...but WILL LOVE EVERY SEC OF IT AS I WILL SPEND IT WITH KORINA AND LOUIE. iluvshugurliesmuch!

tis my SIXTH SIXTEENTH burdeiiiiiii and IMMA STAY SIXTEEN FOREVER. ;)

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teyyyyyyyynksskyuuuuuuuutoeveryonewhogreetedmeyday:venni.bff.ands.cris.’telex.tara.marc.pieee.cybs.chrissie.faith.mic.nana.mics.raf.nikka.aims.kor.chengy.yls.ayee.dink.’tep.ins.ate pat.bianx.chesi.ana.’tehelen.purple sis.abiÜ

PBK Ü iloveugurliesBIGTIME. i dont care if others forget as long as my wufffffffleiiii kada doesnt. ;) see yall this sat! yey! tis “stupid” chrissie’s burdeiiii already! choc fountain! babuyan sesh again! :D [will we camwhore as a complete kada this time?]

November 11th, 2008

Thanks.
As I am no longer stuck.
Because I chose to be.
And I happy effinly happy. :)

I mustve looked like a retard.
Especially a week ago.
And I couldnt stop smiling.
Twas weird-ER than our "Miggy Smiles," I know!ö

Did you see those sparkling stars?
Or those were just my eyes twinkling in the night?
As I myself could not tell.
What the heck really happened?ö

Tell you what...
Imma let u in a lil secret.
Ü-Ü-Ü-Ü-Ü
If you didnt get that, BOO-HOO. :p

Maybe I drank too much
Maybe I drank too little
Might be sick of milky alcoholic drinks
But I will never tire of you, Teq Rose!
[as JC will always remain MY PARE BUT...ö] ;p

FNR Pine Orange and Four Seasons.
That makes PINK and ORANGE*oh-my-star*!
Or the fact Im back on my workout routine
And Im helluva lufffin' it! :D

For the isolation movements in the warm up
[where a turn is awfully painful]
For the hip and body rolls in the aerobic striptease
[tis just the basics but imma learn it all]
For hiphop moves Ill never get tired of doing
[even if theyre a bit old already]
ALL FOR THE LOVE OF DANCING! :D
[and BC says "ohwheeeeeee!"]

Because BoomShakeDrop sizzles! ;)

Okay. I spoke too soon.
HOW MANY TIMES WILL I HAVE TO EAT MY WORDS? :I

but...
But...
BUT ;)
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