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May not have gotten my Christmas wish
But I got something EVEN BETTER. :D
I am so smitten *aNdIbLuSh*
I laugh at myself.

No, I havent lost my sanity [yet?]
I didnt even get drunk at any party these past nights
As rendezvousing w JC I havent done in a while
Because Id like to keep THAT SHOT/MEM in my head a little longer. ;)

Did my subconscious make me do what my conscious wouldnt let me? /:l
Maybe "Blink" will help me figure it out.
But Im still at Murakami's "After Dark"
When will we travel together...to Tokyo...Driftdriftdriftttttt. ;)
[Because I want the adrenaline rush of drag racing but will satisfy myself w the annual car stuffing event of Upsilon.]

On my tenth and FINAL DAY of the 10-day program
Wasnt as difficult as it were a few months back
Maybe because that one equates to five years
Or that I didnt have THIS KIND OF DISTRACTION? :p
[Sheeet! That is just WRONG.]

But as I end what seemed like eternity
I ask myself "So what?"
Did it even have a bit of an effect on me?
Or maybe tis just time to let go?

Because Aims told me something Ive always known
[which I was following a few months back.]
And I actually am enjoying the holidays this year
But every now and then I am reminded of THAT
Then I get frustrated all over again. :l

Nevertheless, tis over; Im done. :D
But then, WHERE ARE YOU?
Because TIS BEEN A WHILE
["Are you nuts? Youll always be my baby," Kuya Cuz said.]
And I miss having that feeling.

Disclaimer:
No, Im not emo. My thoughts are just whacked up...even worse than the political situation in our country at present.

Still wanna learn the dance to Chris Brown's "Forever".

Things to be thankful for in 2008 Ü


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Emba nights w Loft and Thomasians Ü
Because our hs party kada is no longer active...But we have a new group...And clubbin' will never be complete without these nursing peeps...Uste people are the best party mates! ;)


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PBK: the eight lufffleeeeeeist girls in the world Ü
Even if the last time we were complete [at least the eight of us---minus Chengy] was back in April, I will always be willing to plan gimiks and vacs just so I can see u ALL [no matter how excrucuating that is]. Until our HK/Thai/US/Bora [I can get discount at Station One during sembreaks] trips...and BAGUIO w Mr. Mogu and "the fag"...and the INFAMOUS MAY4 INUMAN SESH AT 5 IPIL. Always and forever. :)


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Chengy is baaaack ö
Two weeks of living in Holiday Inn and consuming sisig thrice in a week were painful and tiring but it didnt matter because MY WII PARTNER IS HOME! :D From our first dinner at Sushi-ya and Santa Chengy, sleepovers and heart-to-heart talks w Nana, Coffeebeat and Eggstacy Wii aft w Chrissie, sleepless inuman sleepover [where I only had half an hour sleep before we left for...] at 5 Ipil, Tagaytay/MOA w P and Ins [and the stupid and expensive balloon dogs], despedida at White Plains [welcome to babuyan sesh] and our last night at the hotel. Because the camwhoring wasnt 'nuff to describe how we all felt in your two-week stay and HOW WE ALL PROMISED NOT TO CRY (which we all did separately anyway). :(( UNTIL YOURE BACK FOR GOOD, Chengy. :)

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KFC and Friday visits in Ateneo Ü
From Jordy's burdei dinner (and seeing someone at the parking lot---it wasnt Reg's fault!) that turned into a Friday routine for us and thus the KFC is born. W Nic, ReginA, Wenky, Bernice, Jordy and Dana in Katips...From random meet ups to dinner until 10PM in Pancake House [when Martin gave me a free patron ticket for ADMU-FEU the following day]...Tambays at SEC walk waiting to "bump into" a certain someone AGAIN...Taste tests I never showed up for [Sorry, Pare!]...to UAAP games w Reg! Tis been two months since our last...I sure damn miss those crazy nights! :D


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UAAP Season 71 ö ADMU bagging the title this year Ü
From catching the Nike Summer League early June w Nic...Lining up for hours for tix every week [for the love of Chris, right Tim?]...Dragging Nic to every game...Making friends w a number of alumni [Sir Rolly and his friends]...The two former Ateneo high boys I bonded w for game two finals tix and our documentary film scripts for next season...Pic w Chris Tiu and that humiliating Trinoma incident where he remembers me. :l Because my love for bball began w UAAP...Because I watched game one w Pieee who got me into this whole craze...Because I ate in Chinky Chickens before game two [but why did Je get better seats than me---No, u arent La Sallian, u ass!]...Because the bonfire wasnt the best but I did bump into someone that night ;)...BECAUSE ID WALK ON FOOT FROM ATENEO GROUNDS TO KATIPS JUST TO HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. :)


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Semender w ICTUS ö
As I wanted to back out two days before but A PROMISE IS A PROMISE. For Korina and I being excited and coming on time, bfast in Mcdo and bumping into my Pov gurlies, ride w the gurlies w our 80s music, PALENGKE GROUP w Raf, the ENGLISH CLUB is born, inuman games w the Ateneo drink c/o Jules, beach bonfires and vids, emo talk w Kor [and almost losing my right slipper], boys' poker games, sandcastles, dodgeball w the boys, girl talk and WHAT WE NOTICED [laughtrip still], ghost stories over drinks [w the freaky ipod effin up], last bfast in Quezon w the h2o-making Scruffy Monkeys, ride home, lunch in Chowking Slex then finally HOME SWEET HOME a.k.a. the boys' dota place. :p Though I miss house parties w hs friends, I wouldnt trade that bonfire night w you guys for the world! :)


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Tagaytay w SBK Ü
W barely any rest after Quezon w Ictusians, I left for Tagaytay to spend three days w my Pov gurlies. Sadly, my BFF couldnt come. :( Twas bonding time more than anything else...Chilled at the purrrteeei house of Dana in Canyon Woods...Twas a eat-kwento-magic sing-movie-cards-drink-sleep kinda trip...though I wish I also walked around the village in the rain [Errrr...YEAH.]. Camwhoring and babuyan sesh even if twasnt the BRU kada. Until our next vac w Nic this March/April!


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Back to my old workout routine Ü
Because I was inspired to actually make it a part of my regular routine. and eventually I got hooked. Aerobic Striptease that I do in the privacy of my room. Hiphop being my first lufff but I enjoy the basic striptease as well. For the lap dance I learned late Nov and the advanced striptease which was merely role playing *yawns*. Because I am bored w it now thus I must find a new one. Maybe start by learning the moves in Beyonce's "Single Ladies?" But Britney, JT and Billy C are still my targets. Hiphop and street are luuuuuuuuuuuuf! :D


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Upsilon Car Stuffing Ü UP ICTUS Centennial Run ö
Came rushing back from ABSCBN to get stuffed w my Chictus too...Because I heart being a filler now. Tis one of the things I enjoy smuch that some peeps might be grossed out w. :p Nonetheless, I heart it. For the kids! :)
W barely any sleep since the mems' Cmas party that Friday to CLA/CAT Cmas parties and Homecoming on Saturday...Korina and I were alive and kicking [and kidnapped Gab even] to be singlet gurlies at the Centennial Run. The lack of sleep didnt show...Monsee and I pretended we were partying at some club [Thank you to the luffffffleeeei music they provided]...Singlet gurlies grossed out w the sweat but twas worth it as we have a pic w D3 now...Krispy Kreme for bfast...and some maj camwhoring done too. :) For the walk back to the tambs w Kor, Monsee, Kat, Jako, Gab, back to UP Theatre w Jako and our logbook story, the Fortuner that came to our rescue...Jako, u owe us one! U havta make us libre this Jan! :o


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Rekindling OLD friendships and making NEW ones Ü

For bumping into hs friends I havent seen in ages...College friends I havent talked to in a while...Ü
*Aims-Well always be BIATCHES. Got that? ;)
*Cent-No date! Movie lang! :p
*Ev-Looooooong time, dude! No Chris Tiu hirits anymore but keep the Beckham ym pic. You owe me a grad pic but I lost your DLSU baller ID. Go figure! :p
*Je-Old friend! U wont be an Atenean forever but ure not from Taft either. =)) Bad, Je!
*'teLex-Because our "secret rendezvous" are not so secret anymore. :))
*Reg/Wenky-To more random dinners and hanging out in your campus. Imma keep my mouth shut, ReginA! I miss Dora too! :p
*RJ-Ure so mean! Good thing u arent a Lakers fan. :p U still havent taught me the dance! I dont want to watch bball w u again! Violent ka! :)) Peaceeeeee tayo!

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*Cris-Imma let u camwhore more w my cam next semender!
*Gabieee-My dear shoti and munimuni buddy! Get well soon. How will u paaaaarteeei tonight if ure all sick? :( Told u twas cold out! :l
*Korina-I heart our ride home together...I miss our talks and your jokes! :p
*Martin(Buster)-To scouting for UAAP tix next season and u always getting good seats. Thanks for the ticket, Martin! Ndi chamba Ateneo. :p
*Martin(Kiel)-Until u achieve that Spartan bod. ;)
*Perci-Do u smell THAT good again? I miss u, Perci! I shall watch ur footy game this summer! BATMAN! :)
*Ron-Two words: TOUGH LOVE. ;)
*TommyV-I miss u smuch! Ull visit us and join us in Semender...Imma count on those. :) I will watch your bball match when my sched permits it too. No Lakers! :))
*Venni-Hug! I miss u! :)
**SecondSemNewMemsandApps-Thanks for making the Cmas party memorable! :)